Sunday, 31 August 2008

Midnight zoom

Check this!!!I just finished my 12am run with Sunnybunny...the last time we ran...one year agooooo....I always run with him religiously last time...then he went for NOC...n now he is fat...n he cant keep up..boohoohoo Sunnybunny you gotta buck it up!!!c'mon!Imma help u get fit again!!!

One of the reason I asked him is coz obviously its very late already...so its very dangerous to run alone...n coz some sissy boy pangseh me coz his legs are too tired or some shit like that...nyehehehe wateverrrrr...weak.

Was doing some work earlier on n feeling a lil lethargic after that...promised myself that I have to run no matter what...no matter how late...n I managed to find a kaki so why not...

It was refreshing to run at such wee hours...really cold too, I wasnt even sweating much...I guess its a good thing to run with guys...coz the pace is faster n therefore made me really work my butt off...now i can complete the A1 route faster too...

Well running with Sunny wasnt exactly fast as my usual pace, but not bad la considering the fact that he has not been running for nearly one whole year...I gotta give it to him!the whole A1 route isnt easy afterall...he asked me why i asked him to run today...then i blatantly tell him "Oh, coz this guy I normally run with cant run today so I ask you"..."Walao Im your second choice ah"..."ermm..not really la..you are my LAST choice"...."like that larrr"

Hahaha...one thing about running with him is...he can talk alot while running so you wont be tired as your mind is too caught up with his talking....I like to run with talking people....especially a talking Sunny coz a talking Sunny is damn interesting to listen to...

JJ lollies



What a pleasant surprise from Alvin...saw this cute lil funny "eye balls" outside my door this morning...

Thanx dude, for being so supportive and appreciative...it came out of the blue...really appreciate it alot!!!

P/s: Saw Alvin at breakfast today, n he told me that its GG not JJ...how isit GG??i studied the thing for damn long...no way its anywhere near GG...

Saturday, 30 August 2008

Ching chong ping pong kling klong



Sunday afternoon...sitting all by myself in my warm n cozy room...eating off my "singapore laksa" instant noodle and sipping on my cuppa...OK OK STOP....ahahahaa trying too hard to start off my post with "Artistic" opening....wtf

Im coughing my lungs out yet Im eating Laksa...dont know if its worth it...its not even Real laksa...instant wan somemore...oh well...Im a firm believer in "Opposite Attract"...like for e.g., the more you cough, the more you should just go all out in eating things that are supposedly bad for you....since already "Died" might as well "enjoy" dying right?..yes, I love challenges.

OMG its freakin' MERDEKA DAY n i didnt realise until its already past 31st...no big deal anyway...at least not as big deal as...
The sunburn that Im having on my nose now!!!...Im totally lovin' it...No, Im serious...Dont you know that I love stuff that are completely out-of-this-world?..yea, like "sunburn sensation" yeaaaaaaaaa!!N i got a lil' bit darker now I suppose...absolute freakingly lovin' it to the maximum spider!!ahaha maximum spider wtf...quoted from Pangster wan not mine...ok reference...no plagiarism..
Pang, Rachel 2008. "Rachel Pang! on student exchange programme in University of Hong Kong." Singapore. < www.miss-rachelpang.blogspot.com> (accessed 31st August 2008)
Yea, Im damn bo liao that way, whatcha gonna do bout it!

Anyway, I've always wanted to be darker...but my skin can never achieve darkness...It will become red like lobster then will resume to fair in no time.....well, what to do?I have this certain angmoh-like skin....haaaiiihhh..its just.... soooo hard sometimes......*emo*
AHAHAHA you must be thinking WTF WTF WTF right?....but seriously, Im not very fair la, yet fair enuf to appear DAMN fair...*dots dots dots*....OK LA FINE...Im fair la Im fair, wateverrr.

But lets hear the ULTIMATE reason...SOME FREAKIN' PERSON THOUGHT I WAS A PRC!!!!!! WHAT THE FUCUK TAOFU CHAR BEEHOON plus Horlicks panas!!!!
Oh,I totally dig Horlicks nowadays....a damn hot one...imagine having a cup of hot horlicks when its raining n u are all wrapped up in your blanket watching some good ol dramas...
ANYWAYSSS, my point is....WTF!!!ME, PRC? ARE YOU KIDDING ME!!!!
Dismas told me some guy from my block asked him whether in dance there's this PRC girl....coz he was amused that a PRC can dance so well (ahem, this wan is my own assumption la if not why would he suddenly ask dismas this ques right?there are so many PRCs around in hall anyway)
ok anyway, he refused to "reveal" that person coz he know that Imma punch his face so hard if I ever find out...N the only reason he thought Im a PRC is coz Im fair... dismas said he referred to me as "The fair fair girl"

Bloody Fucuk!!!I know la people must be thinking that Im mad for not wanting to be fair...esp for girls, fairness is everything...its not very prevalent in Spore but back home, everyone wants to be fair....they freaking carry umbrellas whenever they walk under the sun!!!!Sherene once told me "those freaking Cina peks always use umbrella...Fucuk betul....they so fair already they can afford a lilttle sun dont they?"
Couldnt agree more!!!!

Back to my point!!!!Imma still punch YOUR face if I ever find out who you are!!!Call me ugly, call me fat, call me stupid....but Neeeevvvaaaaa evaaaaa call me PRC!!!EVERRRRR....
erm...actually, you will also die if you ever call me any of the above.

OK enuf emo-ing over skin colour...we must not be racist...we must all live in harmony...*H-A-R-M-O-N-Y.....H-A-R-M-O-N-Y...you and me..together we shall...liveee in Haarrrmmmoo*......ok wateverrrr

IBG soccer is finally over...No we didnt get first place...but it was a damn good game...not GG good game but seriously good game good game okay...B block girls really can play soccer...lalalala
A E n B block got more or less the same score coz we drew each other n each won once...so to determine the Champion, its down to goal margin...which I think A or E has more la...not sure...Dont know who won, dont care...coz its not us so...

I realised that I really really love playing soccer...Don't know why...cannot explain wan..just like drinking horlicks...the unspeakable sensation...
cant wait for IHG soccer to begin...even tho it might not be as chillaxing as IBG...not mentioning the crazy Physical Trainings...but its okay...for the love of it...dont mind it at all...hahaha SF you must be loving this dontcha???Come back n play soccer with GG farah n gang okay!!!miss playing soccer with you...its about time i find someone who plays real soccer...haha oops oops...

Thanx Yenny for coming down to support me...hahaha or so i think...well, only you know the answer la hah!...we were both watching the E vs B match...laughed sooo hard when Calvin was suddenly sub in to play..."OMG Calvin???"..."You mean he CAN play soccer???"....then after the final whistle...."He never even touch the ball please!!"...WAHAHAHA....please just stick to Volleyball la Cal..

I think this it the last thing that I can do for my block this IBG...at least I can safely said that I played "few" sports already...for a third yr, Im considered not bad already la OK...Oh that reminded me of my BFF XXY...(hahaha damn nice this abbreviation)...
I saw her coming down to support her block all the time...even though she doesnt play some of the sport...she is a true Block darling I should say...Ain't XXy the cutest thing you've ever seen??hahaha...totally lovesss it....U go girl!!!thts hot...
If Im XXY's material, my block head's gonna love me to death...ohhh well.....sadly, Im not...
PGP here I come.

Friday, 29 August 2008

Yet another boring lecture

Congrats to the New Team...very very inspirational speeches from y'all...all the best.

Now that we have no more agenda...we shall plan holidays...yayssss...hmmm..still thinking whether to just make it among ourselves or to include the others...of course the more the merrier la...but then, very hard to organize...n excuse me, I ain't doing no more shit work pls.

Anyway, I had yet another GG-ed lecture today...I am confirm screwed for this Investment module...I think the lecturer really cannot teach Im sorry to say la...Seemed like noone understand what he was teaching....We both gave up n just kept chit chatting for the second half of the entire lecture when he started to touch on the figures...can't understand a single shit!!!

"He should just go n run for the Olympics la why go n become lecturer"...ohh..coz he is an African...yupe...nuff said.

I was telling Yenny that noone in this class understand no shit...then these few people beside us were discussing during the 5min break....i thought they were just chit chatting....but Yenn told me "NO lorr..they are discussing about the lecture note"....FUCUK!!!get a life pls!losserrrsss...5min break is meant for toilet breaks n chitchatting pls...unless your name is Yenny n Alexis...coz they are doing it for the entire lecture...5min break to them means taking a break from all the chatters....

This super "shen" Dean's lister guy just walked out of the lecture halfway....damn he is my idol!!!He was doozing off during the first half of the lecture...was sitting beside us...we laughed at him somemore...bwahahaha...damn funny wat to laugh at people-who-sleeps-in-lecture.....then once he woke up, he just got up n leave...whalaoooo...so that is how you become a Dean's lister huh?..i Totally see it now!!!!Thanx god, I am sooo enlightened...

Thursday, 28 August 2008

Changeover

Cant understand why some people just cant let go...seriously

Im kinda excited yet having abit of a emotional turmoil now(wow cheem shit)...we will be stepping down in less than 24 hours...cant wait.

I really hope that dance comm did not disappoint the dancers...despite all the drama mama...I have this heeeuugggeee EGO which made me think that WE rocked so much that we see people actually stepping up to want to be in dance comm...fine la..might not be true la..tell you its my ego la okay...whateverrr

but yea, its either we are soooo shitty that people actually cant take it anymore n they want to make a change, or we are sooo good that people aspire to be like us...I would prefer to think its the latter la....just like...if I give u a pile of shit n a pile of gold...u will surely wanna pick up the gold right?get it?ohhh nevermiinndd..

Then jas go n say what if the pile of shit inside got gold?....then shawn go n say what if we start off with shit then become egg them slowly mold into gold?....GGGGGGG...stop trying to confuse me laaaaa...im trying to MAKE A POINT HERE please!!!

I see massive improvements in the dancers for the pass one year...i hope you guys will continue to blossom n take dance into the next level just like "the-other-hall-that-is-damn-zai"...KR Dance will no longer just be a CCA in KR....We shall create a family of our own...ewwww cant believe i sound so gay...but yea..i meant it la...ok wateverrrr ssshhh get over it...i didnt say anything ..shut up.

Arghhhh I totally binged myself with pizza n nasi lemak past dinner time after class today I feel like killing myself now...run the whole 5km also not enufff....shit lar..what is going onnnn!!!!I want to go home soon.arghhh...but when when when....jeeezzzzz life sucks imma get over it la fineee..

Wednesday, 27 August 2008

In Out

So the auditions for the freshies are finally done...there are definitely some very very good dancers and some "potential" ones...well, people eventually improve...hopefully

There are definitely some deserving ones n undeserving ones...some people just worked really hard but in the end...they just cant perform....whereas some thinks that they are damn good coz they have background therefore they have the passport to slack around...but in the end, did not perform up to standard...n yet, knowing the fact that they are good, we had to still take in these people...shucksss, life's such a bitch!!!

Haiya whatever happens happens la harh...dont care already....
Sai!Gotta wake up for soccer at 7am tmrw....damn it...

Tuesday, 26 August 2008

Some people....

GG!!!!
This person go n sms my "kerusi" n told her that she sprained her legs then how to go for audition??

GG....if ten million ppl sprained their body parts (neck, shoulder, finger, arm) then how??we must purposely organise ten million more audition days isit???NO LINK!!!!!!!!!!
or or ..wait for her "Recovery" ,which will probably take months or years or wateverrrr decade or century... n then by the time we also graduated already she can go and audition herself la...denggggggg

Anyway, i told my "kerusi" to go n tell that person..."even if you didnt sprain ur legs u also wont get it wan la so dont waste time"...

Urghhh...cant understand some people la seriously...for the love of dance...you die for it okay...there's no such thing as sprained legs!!!yea yea so I sprained my legs....BIG DEAL..blame my legs that I cant dance...yea yea..all my legs fault...GG...urghhh NO LINK NO LINK..argghhhh damn mang chang cant take it!!!OKay la maybe some people really sprained until damn serious la that wan i can understand....but well, knowing HER..i dont think its serious at all la pls...

I feel that people should just get over themselves n stop whinning!

Lovely

Things that friends do for each other...

There's this one "incident" where One friend, X was being such a great friend to Y...when Y was really drunk and was all over the place, X cared for her so much that she even offered her bed to Y because Y was so anal despite her being drunk...yea trust me, damn anal...drunk already still can say she is damn dirty n dont want to sleep on her own bed wtf...damn vomit blood right?

The X of course offered her bed to Y coz she said that she is going to change her bedsheet soon anyway...awwww what a sweet friend...i bet she was just saying it lor...i see her bedsheet, like very clean wat!....sooo anywaysss...

Okay, so the above story is Totally not Mine la ok....but its Kisah benar True story...I just have to tell it la coz i think its a very very touching story...about a drunk friend...wtf..but yea..no kiddin' okay...its really damn sweet wannnnn confirm!

so what Im trying to say here is....Friendships doesnt come by easily..especially having TRUE friends like this...

I miss all of YOU guys back home...will come back soon..promise.

Monday, 25 August 2008

Love chuckie

Alas alas...i finally finish watching the very last episode of Gossipgirl...Always got cut halfway, freakin irritating until I lazy d...n my "supplier" CC is not in hall to feed me with episodes every week....
I absolutely dig CHUCK BASS....Ultimate hotness...epitome of all hotness n characterness...rich, handsome, hot, cute, sly n evil....who wouldnt fall for him?

"Who ever knew Chuck Bass is a romantic?"-Blair
"Well at least now you know..its never too late"-Chuck

Dontcha just loveeeee him to death...

Freshies audition tmrw...well, if any of you freshies happen to "stumble" upon my blog...YES, DA AUDITION IS GOD DAMN HARD so you might wanna think twice before coming...
Tips?
You may wanna stretch n warm up intensively for preparation...bwahahaa... as if!...YOU SHOULD JUST PRAY HARD!!!

I love Chuck.

Sunday, 24 August 2008

Dancing to Kaba

You know its the start of misery when you start scanning through your notes and doing tutorials...As for me, misery starts today because I woke up at 9 for breakfast even tho my class only starts at 7pm...THIS is the start of misery...Just like previous semesters, I will wake up for bfast every morning then do my assignments n maybe a little bit of studying til I fall asleep again in the afternoon...it is all repeating...

Having said these, NO i still havent do the tutorial that Im suppose to wake up for yet...got distracted watching dance vids posted by some people on the yg...This morning when I saw this particular PERSON's mail in my inbox, I was shocked!...to even see his name...but the vid tht he posted was amazing...partly because I saw my All-time fave group Kabamodern in there...love them to death..they are one sick group...I've loved them since ABDC....I wish I could be like them one day...but my "one day" is near impossible...as Im only left with less than two yrs of dancing...

Dance is something that I really treasure even tho its not something that I had since young...in fact I only started two years back...Given the fact that I'll be graduating in another two yrs, I dont think I will have the chance to dance like this ever again...Sure, there are classes that I can take outside...or I can always come back as alumni...but it wouldnt be the same again...By then I would have to worry about work related stuff...n struggling thru "mid-life" crisis...n perhaps sub-prime crisis too(wtf)...the passion will fade sooner or later...besides, its never the same with different people n different mindsets...well that is why I should go all out for this whole two yrs until I leave n then be overwhelmed n die of tremendous emo-ness....

The other day some alumnis came back to dance...they choreo-ed something for DU but whether or not it will be included its a whole different story, due to all the conflicts n dramas surrounding the DU event...Anyways, I managed to peek thru n see what they were up to...honestly speaking, I wasnt very impressed or whatever because their dance style was...hmm how should I say...abit "outdated" la so to speak...but then again, seeing their passion, I can't help but to feel a little amazed...They were the 2002 grads and some of them might be 30plus already this year...so of course, they were sweating and panting like mad after dancing...that was very cute of them..haha...I am really looking forward to their item!
but yea, my whole point is....people actually love dancing so much that they are willing to do it at any expenses...I dont know if I will still come back after I have graduated..just like most of the newly grad seniors....Because I wouldnt feel belonged anymore...once you leave...everything leaves with you...besides, my ego is soooo big that I cant bring myself to come back n dance in something that is not part of me anymore.

Urgh..why am i emo-ing over dancing again...nonsense!...all Kabamodern's fault...their fault for being so good...I love them to death...besides my friends n family...they are number three la okay...

Do check out this vid of them...sick sick body isolation...Kaba rawks!

Toasted

Its raining non stop today...the weather is icy cold...lovesss it....
I went to sleep around 5 after i came back from floorball n woke up around 8.... now Im wide awake...just finished my forum posting...took me bout two hours of procrastinating...watched the Olympics closing, browsed thru Perezhilton, read some random shit...then finally I did my stupid forum posting...urghh irritating...if it wasnt for the participating marks...

I cant believe I went for Floorball today...its seriously one of the gay-est sport on my list...besides netball...n touchrug...n handball...n basketball....errrr..basically everything besides soccer la okay!GG
Yea...I went down coz they dont have enuf people...i have empathy wan okay...besides, Daniel and Yenny they all PS me for Gg session last nite...so I didnt GG...no excuse for not going for the match right?since Im quite important n all....hmmmmmm

ok now wait for it..its coming its coming...............n n......I SCORED A FREAKING GOAL TODAY !!!in the sport that I know nothing about....the sport that i loathed!!!n i still scored!!!!never go training before...never played since two years ago when i was a naive freshie......bow to me now!!!GGGGGGG....n it wasnt an accident okay!!!it was oh-so-beautifully flicked in from the corner crossing....bwahahahaha whateverrrr dont judge me...wtf

anyway, my block head came n tell me "good job..not bad ah come late still can score goal..."...GG...i cant help but think that there is a tinge of sarcasm in that...tell me Im wrong...well wateverrrrr....at least I came down when he sms-ed me...coz i sensed desperation in his sms...bwahahaha....
yea, I came late so?...coz I was sleeping la duh what else.....already sacrifice my time I can at least have some extra sleeping time pls!!!think i so stupid go n wake up early n go do stupid warm ups???oh puhlezzzzz........
n by the time i arrived...they havent even started lorrr...GG...ya ya all my fault...my fault la my fault....well..i can only blame myself... for being too smart.

Oh n A Block won of course...because GG Farah is there...tht woman is sick!!sick sick sick...I played centre with her n she said she gave me chance but i still didnt manage to get the ball...grrrrrrrrrr....Imma whack ur ass in soccer next week!!!u wait larr woman u wait.....
before the whistle both of us were fooling around in the centre...doing the "hmmpp hmmp hah...*cross hands chest out*" action....funny like shit!

N PANGSTERRRRR...because of your absence....A block beat u guys this year..finally....wahahaha...u want ur revenge next yr or not???but i think GG Farah grad liao...woohooohooo wateverrrr... u two blocks can go n fight it out....its just floorball afterall...i dont careeee..like, wateverrrrrrr..gaaayyy..n i can even score a goal with zero knowledge about the sport like how hard can it be la seriously??if i go n train surely can own you all wan!!muahahaha
but sorry la i really cant take it..i swear at one point i almost use my legs to kick the ball...can't stand those sticks..hate em'....urghhhh...gaayyyy

Friday, 22 August 2008

BFFM

DO not mess with moiiiii...mohoho

During lecture today, there's this part of the note that says Briefing on BFFM...some Investment shit....noone really knows whats BFFM....
then i attempted something lame...

"Best Friend Forever Man"
or or or....
"Best Friend Forever Maaa"

GG lame shit!..wateverrrrrr...yea, Im lame that way...whatcha gonna do about it?

oh well, what to do...too many BFFs nowadays...cant juggle too many....*headache*...

Oh yea speaking of lecture, I have something interesting to bitch about....can you believe that this exchange student(from China,confirm) actually wore some golden yellowish sparkling sequin shit to lecture???like WTF!!!!She either just came back from some "Gheetaii" performance or she thinks she is some rockstar from the 80s...GG...
Told Joyce n Yenny about it then tht woman just burst out laughing..i had to ssshhh her coz we were sitting right behind..inches away from the webcast cam...then she said, "lets trick someone into saying something loud then the webcast can record!"...."evilllll but yea lets totally do it!"...
isit just me or im sensing that everyone around me is turning into a b-e-y-o-t-c-h...bad bad influence....but lovin' it tho'...

i feel so tempted to snap a pic of that person from the back view but...very bad la hor...better not...NAAAAHHHHH.........as if...pls...its more like...i scared someone reads my blog n found out about my bitchiness.....not like its unheard of but still!......whatevr whavetr whavetr ur mother works at Mcdonald...

Thursday, 21 August 2008

HR sucks

Skyped with Fens all the way from Korea....she just arrived..showed me her room, her bed, her toilet n her angmoh roommate...I didnt get to see her off yesterday coz of my blardy nite lecture!oh well...I'll be seeing her pretty soon anyway so doesnt really matter i guess...n whats up about all the crying going on when u see people off?hello?its just SEP okay...not like your gone forever...get overrr it..gaaayyyy.

Urgh I am so jealous of people SEP-ing...not that I dont want to go pls...go also need money wan wat!I am already SEP-ing here...considering the fact tht Im a Msian...argghhh but I really really wanna go to somewhere that is....not Spore.

Aiya anyway Im over it la....I hope my friends enjoy as much as they can la....while Im stuck in misery land...*so sour*....Hopefully I can go W&T next time.my only last chance.

Rachie is also going off to HK this Sat...hopefully I can see her off...n Im sooo going to laugh at her if she ever breaks a tear!bwahahaha

HR is soooo bohhhring n useless...n it has to be at freaking 9am!!!!best of all...compulsory attendance!!!GGGGGGG....Yenny sms-ed us to NOT wake her up if attendance is not important!...well, lets look at the definition of the word Important.........duhhh WOMAN WAKE UP...of course its IMPORTANT!!!!its part of the CA pls!!!!!GG!

but but but.. both me n Shafiq are damn scared of her la...dont dare to wake her up...surely cranky to the max....so so so...being very good n loyal friends....we did what we have to do.....
we forged her signature to take her attendance....yea yea thank us later.

Thru n all

I woke up at 245pm today...slept at 430am.not bad eh..at least i still got my 8 hours plus of sleep..
My classes are all 7-9pm this semester...dont know to laugh or to cry..my earliest class is 9am!i think i should laugh until i cry...

having nite classes are bad for me because of hall...alot of things will be going on at this hour and Im going to have to skip most of it...even better, all my nite lectures dont have webcast!tell me my life is perfect!

because of classes, Ive skipped alot of IBG matches...not that I really wanna play or anything la...but hello?like...excuse me, I am quite an asset to the team please...they need me to win it man...oh well..
but seriously, I would really want to contribute as much I can...n there are definitely some sports that I look forward to playing such as soccer n...maybe volleyball perhaps?
oh, n the other day I just ran 4x400 for the Opening...so, well at least I did contributed afterall...

Being in hall is not an easy thing...there's a need to succumb to everything...peer pressure especially...n its a hall thing to be On n Enthu 24/7...u disappear one moment, thats it..you are a phantom...u are no longer wanted in the hall...well I dont really blame the system, it has to be that way in order to repeat the vicious cycle of getting in the new n getting rid the old...

haih i dont know la...i just feel that every semester is getting worst...n this semester Im only involve in dance n nothing else...I dont even go for block stuff anymore...its because I am too involve in dancing n have no time for other stuff...because they all happen at the same time!

but I didnt regret anything at all being in dance...especially being apart of the dance comm...Only the beginning of my second year I really really feel connected towards the KR dance n some of the people in there...I have to say its partly because of the comm also...Thru it, Ive found some really great friends and along the way we had so much fun together...thank goodness we all had the same "frequency" and only we can understand each other's "out-of-this-world" crap!

The old comm is stepping down soon...we have been thru alot of happy times together...but even when it was hell, we still managed to bitch it off n get on with it...
Looking forward to electing the new comm n all the best to them!

Wednesday, 20 August 2008

Beh tahan...dont read if you cant take it

Finally we did it...we went for Blast audition...GG...succumb la succumb...haihhhh...managed to drag some KR peeps to go together...CT, Oli, Peck, Peter n myself...stupid Shawn Pangseh us n went by himself...GG...I know you wanna go by yourself n be amongst the lousy ppl n stand out right???eh but but...Thats a good strategy la actually...*respect*.

Alllaaaa turned out, its peanuts lor seriously...nervous for nothing only..ahaha...waahh action la action....before that seriously quite nervous la coz see those people damn poser wan wear like damn hiphop then act like they are damn zhaiiii...while we just wear our regular hall shirts n track pants like we dont give a damn...haihhh why try sooo hard....its either you got it or you dont....teeeheehee...us wearing track pants is considered an achievement already laaa coz usually in dance we only wear FBT....so okay la at least we did tried a "little"...

Our audition group was soooo "chianggg" we killed every other group man!oooopppsss...GG why am I sooo hao lian...oh well..cant help it...blehhhh.

The senior who taught us was my previous neighbour from Kr...then she went n tell her friend that this bunch of us are from KR dance....then her that friend was like "OOhhh no wonder la..."...means we are damn good okay....catch the steps damn fast n then killed it..smashed it...smash the oranges smash smash...wtf...GG.

Somemore all of us in one group stand in front like damn seeehhh like that...GG....but we are seehhh that way..what to do la right?oopppsss oooppsss....padahal its we damn kiasu scared cannot learn the steps well...so we quickly chiong all the way to the front to hog the front line...so smart can die!

Hmmm I think most of us should be able to make it la...like seriously...if we are not in...then we know that we are too good for them....ooops ooops...again again...
Or if I really didnt make it ah...just pretend that I didnt brag about this okay!!wateverrrrrr.

Anyway, it feels great to audition...because we all get to dance again....many of us miss dancing so bad...after the audition we were so ecstatic about auditions and CT said "lets go for Ensemble audition next!"....WTF GG!!!maybe chinese dance laaaa...better.

Oh and and and KR dance audition is tonight!!!woohoohoo....too bad I dont need to audition for that..simply because ...I am too good....period.

Sunday, 17 August 2008

Sunday farewell






Stupid random Carls Junior shots!!!!Our fave place-you-wanna-get-obese eating joint!lovessss it...
BTW Calv looks like he is constipated wakakaka...gayyyy cheerleader...i was like "wat the heck is wrong with you!!!change ur pants la!!walk around like that!"...."what?I didnt bring laaaa so mahfan!"..."what!!can bring shirt cannot bring another pants ah??damn heavy isit like gold ah?"...he straight away diam...kena GG-ed by me already.

Some loser wrote "very hot!the air condition"...then I added "its so hot Imma melt!!lovesss it..."...bleeehhhh random shit.

Rachie the pervert who cant resist boobs!We freaking took this picture with aunties all around watching...ultimate paiseh-ness...then I saw another one with hot male model's abs...i told Yenny I want to take pic of me touching his abs...but this time even more people there...she said ok next time we come down at 10pm when noone's around...wow,aint that genius? how can Yenny not be in DEAN's list u tell me?

We had our Ayam Penyet session in town with Fens n Rach for their farewell... then pop by to watch the cheerleaders perform...GG all of the guys are damn gay pls...urgh cant take it...imagine big big size guys suddenly do that "Ready ok!" face..wahlaoooo potong steam giler babi i wanna puke my ayam penyet n gado gado!!!



Bitch made me pose as a cheerleader...bleh..no way...look at my oh-so-reluctant face...neeevvverrrrr

I was watching the other teams doing damn sick stunts...then I kinda went "shit thts sick!!!like whateverrrrr la"....then Step said "eh dont like that leh must have showmanship"..."sorry lor i dont have showmanship wan thts y i can never be a cheerleader pls"....besides the fact that I am not light enuf also...GG ..unless the guys are as bulky n strong like, ahem..."the other team"...tsk tsk tsk...

Anyways, I am sooo productive today...n I shopped at F21 again!dieee...urghhh broke again...but nevermind...i feel happy...n i RAN!!!finally..its about time...yeah baby yeaaaaaa

Saturday, 16 August 2008

...

Because good guys always come in last.

Release

Yesterday marks my first ever "free night" on weekdays....usually my nights are filled with dancing dancing n more dancing....i dont even run anymore...it feels weird just sitting around in my room looking at pictures from FB...reading blogs...n just stoning...

the block girls were training for netball but I just cant bring myself to join them....firstly, its netball..like...ewww..everyone knows i hate the sport(yea all HER fault)...nevermind the fact that i CAN actually play it quite well...naha...anywaysss
secondly, i am still emo-ing over not dancing anymore la....n that is why i refuse to get outta my room on a friday nite...haaaiiihhhhh............yea yea buy a bag n get over it right?..

I was having this dream where I was lying down on a beautiful white sandy beach...and doing crunches!!!!WTF....then my phone rang...deng....but good also la..coz it was very tiring doing all those crunches...nahaha

OK so...aside from all the not-dancing-anymore crap, I have decided to get myself together n lead a healthy life again!!!!my body is so screwed up nowadays....havent got my menses since like..forever...barely sleeps for more than 5hours...n my stupid eyes....its starting to swell for no reason...god damn..i didnt even pop paracetamol this time why the fucuk taofu does it swell???..btw Im allergic to paracetamol...hmm yea...so it must be all the toxic n dehydration la....Imma reli get myself together this time....yea c'mon!

I will start running again n eat lotsa lotsa fruits n drink lotsa lotsa water n detox tea.....yay!!!!i know its gay la but whateverrrr la..it really works so...


p/s: I am so trippin' over the moon right now...i just got the hottest mortal to play with...woots!!!

Friday, 15 August 2008

Stoner

OMG suddenly I have the urge of writing non stop...konon damn creative la right...

OK OK check this...as I was saying...I didnt get enough sleep n woke up for the 9am lecture right....it was a 3 hour seminar....thts y die die cannot miss....

The lecturer actually looked alot like MR Han!!!ZOMG....dresses like him...gestures like him....omg...loves it.....aiya but too bad doesnt speak like him...boohhhring..

So I was having abit of a mini hangover(is there even such thing?watever la GG) n i wanted to sit somewhere where I wont be seen if I need to shut my eyes in the midst of the session...n so i avoided the front seats n sat somewhere in the middle....mana tau, GG he stood smack in the centre right in front of my face...!!!!!!!!FUCUK TAUFU CHAR BEEHOON!!!

then bo pian, must mata terbeliak(eyes wide open) for the whole session....while the brain is obviously dead...really wasnt paying attention at all...damn I have just discovered a hidden skill today....which is to shut your brain while looking super awake (like SUPER okay...must really looked like you know whats going on)....then just keep nodding at whatever he says, act wise ma WTF...then only wont give it away....

Then Shafiq told me the lecturer had an erection lor!!!!ewwwwwwwwwwww..i obviously didnt notice that at all given the fact tht i was right in front of him....somemore my view is quite parallel to his "that part"......I would have noticed it la if i was paying attention...thank goodness my brain was dead...my god i feel so "scarred" now!!!n its only the first class...HOW TO GO ON LIKE THAT?hooowwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.....*looks over to the sky n search for inspiration*

GGGB WTF




WTF we did in lecture?we "Reproduced" some whack drawings from The Ridge in the second half of our lecture....I was sleeping first half of it...until the lecturer woke me up saying something like "Imagine if you die while you are asleep..."..GG...he was merely giving an analogy to some definition....n i thought he was GG-ing the class for sleeping...coz a quarter of the class was sleeping...yes,it was THAT boring.

Yenny caught the toilet sign n drew it...n then she added GGGB...wtf...then i asked her la what is tht...."Good Girl Gone Bad".....deng!WTFFFFFF..GGGB with the female toilet sign....*respect Yenny*....really laugh until i tear lor....thank god both of us were sitting at the back row....n thank god we're at the side....so there's only three seats that are attached together....coz when we laughed...the whole row of seats vibrated!!!luckly the other person is someone we know.....i think the people in front of us were damn pissed coz we were making so much noises...like wateverrrrr...i totally dont care about you bitches...we giggled so loud i think the webcast cam might have just recorded our voices....GG

I shall rank Yenny second on the list of lame jokers....of coz GG Pete is 1st, seriously who can beat him la...the other day the law lecturer asked what other sources of law are there....then she kept saying "what source what source".....which Yenn then replied "source source..tomato sauce la"...WTFFFFFFF WOMAN!!!!seriously weiiiiiiiii...summore she can say it with a damn innocent face wan...GG or not!!!


and...I am so screwed for this module.

Thursday, 14 August 2008

...


Because I am emo that way.

Take a bow

I had so much fun last night...thanks KR Dancers...we rocked the bash...
For once I was thinking straight but wasnt walking straight...whatever that means..haha

Urgh..my cap fell off during my Apologize performance...SUPER GG...i stunted for a moment n buang-ed the front steps...GGGGGGGGGGGGGG...oh well...on the brighter side, I managed to get the attention n I was the only one without a cap so I could do the whole hair flicking thing to "enhance" my ferrrr....damn,tell me I am a genius...

Its ironic how I always told Peter that I dont wanna wear a cap so that I could flick my hair...n it happened!!!totally lovin' it.

I guess that marks the highlight of the holidays....all the non stop dancing.....its time to take a bow...

This semester is going to be crazy...guess I'll stop dancing for one whole sem...n then go all out for the next...yea..life is fun that way..whatcha gonna do bout it'.

Damn...its not so bad having 9am classes the next day after partying all nite long...coz booze always keeps me awake...i woke up at 7am...hmmm...i'll just die later la...long day ahead.

Wednesday, 13 August 2008

Wtf man

I am so emo words just cant describe how emo i am right now...i know its typical to be emo-ing...urgh i hate the word emo....emo is such a gay thing.

I am hating myself for becoming more n more like you....all the drinking...all the emo-ing...
no...i am not like you...i will not let myself to be like you....as much as i hated you for being that way, you mean the world to me...i love you so much..n i know you love me even more....i dont know what will happen to me if i ever lose you one day....

urgghhh i am so emo i want to slap myself n die.............yet another sleepless morning.

Tuesday, 12 August 2008

Sharp turn

Sometimes people are brave enough to make bold decisions....I have tons of respect for them.
I wish I could do the same...but there are too many consequences...lets not be selfish here...

To my dear friend, whatever decisions you have made, Im with you....stress not...you did the right thing....in fact, you are smart enough to run away....hold no regrets...it is indeed the right choice.

It is eating into each n everyone of us... worth it?no matter how many thousand times I think through again n again, its still not worth it....how can I ever make it right?

Pray?...yea fuck.

Monday, 11 August 2008

Is he ugly?

what time isit what time isit?OLE OLE its show time!!!WRONG!!ITS BITCHING TIME!!!!

so..who is this poor "victim" we were preying on?tsk tsk tsk....

Convo with Bixs

U-Fern-Alexis says:
true
U-Fern-Alexis says:
n he got face problem so.
bixian says:
hahahahahah
bixian says:
FACE PROBLEM
bixian says:
thats a unique way of saying he's ugly
U-Fern-Alexis says:
he is not tht ugly la
bixian says:
he dunno he looks ugly
U-Fern-Alexis says:
if he acts normal abit then he is ok wan
bixian says:
he thot he damn exaggerated
bixian says:
but actually
U-Fern-Alexis says:
but he tries too hard thts y he looks...erm
bixian says:
he's ugly
U-Fern-Alexis says:
face prob face prob
U-Fern-Alexis says:
never ever say ugly
U-Fern-Alexis says:
nevvverrrrrrr
U-Fern-Alexis says:
its mean
bixian says:
HE'S UGLY LA
U-Fern-Alexis says:
nooooooooooooooooooooo
U-Fern-Alexis says:
dont say ugggllllyyyyyyyyyy
bixian says:
u're acting like a vampire who saw light
U-Fern-Alexis says:
coz im a nice girl who doesnt use the term ugly on people ok
U-Fern-Alexis says:
never
U-Fern-Alexis says:
noone is born ugly ma
bixian says:
NICE girl?
bixian says:
this yr is it sch start earlier
U-Fern-Alexis says:
yea meh
U-Fern-Alexis says:
no la
U-Fern-Alexis says:
i also dunno
U-Fern-Alexis says:
yo yo kr...wateverrrr
bixian says:
HAHAHHAA
bixian says:
GG la u
U-Fern-Alexis says:
loves it
U-Fern-Alexis says:
hmmml.actually yea la..he is damn ugly
U-Fern-Alexis says:
yo yo kr ...wateverrrrr
bixian says:
SEEEE
bixian says:
u agree wif me man
U-Fern-Alexis says:
ok since i already took the first step
U-Fern-Alexis says:
i might as well add summore
U-Fern-Alexis says:
he is UGLY N FAT
U-Fern-Alexis says:
bwahahahhahaha
U-Fern-Alexis says:
ugly fat naggy n angsty
U-Fern-Alexis says:
nono..wait...ugly fat naggy angsty sweaty scary oily....n very smart...GG
bixian says:
so evil uuuuuu
bixian says:
den ........ v sad eh
bixian says:
he's the only one who doesnt get to do ...................
U-Fern-Alexis says:
who cares
U-Fern-Alexis says:
yo yo kr.wateverrrr

bixian says:
so sad
bixian says:
for him
U-Fern-Alexis says:
u join .......... la
U-Fern-Alexis says:
then he can do
U-Fern-Alexis says:
coz he can oni do with u
bixian says:
i'm too hot for him lorh
U-Fern-Alexis says:
he is too hot for other girls ma
U-Fern-Alexis says:
so decided he cant do lo
U-Fern-Alexis says:
after other girls melt in his arms
U-Fern-Alexis says:
ewwwwwwwww
bixian says:
OH PLS
bixian says:
hahahahah
bixian says:
melt in his armsssss????
U-Fern-Alexis says:
pssssssssssssssssss



Friday, 8 August 2008

Winner once more


Congratulations to the RAG TEAM....KRHOME manage to repeat KRONOS' history once again....Bagged nearly every award....including the most coveted Chancellors Shield....most importantly to us dancers, the Best Presentation award....I am so proud of Kriss n Mellie...n Vania n gang.

The float was amazing...it would be a total fluke if they didnt win....it was done in the most intricate manner....every single part was clad with so much details n creativity.....i take my hats off to the designers...

We went for a mini celebration with the dancers after that...we hung at the rooftop area of Vivo while eating our Carls n Kfcs...bitched and joked around....Was telling them how master's turban looked so nice and expensive....then Peter had to come out the funniest thing to say...."You know where he bought it from?".....New TURBAN Male.......wahahahahahahaaha..trust GGPete to say the lamest yet funniest thing.

Had a mini drinking session at the studio after that....nothing much...it wasnt the same as the last time we had ours....the people werent the same...the atmosphere...everything...i was complaining to CT throughout the entire thing....how boring it was...maybe they are all too young...I dont know...whatever it is...we really missed the seniors....damn,I think im hitting mid life crisis...

Wednesday, 6 August 2008

Tipsy

Just got back from Yenny's bday drinking session....a lil tipsy but still fine...damn tmrw gotta get up at 11 for rag..GG

They were literally trippin' all over the places....no kidding...broken glasses everywhere...

Finally met Mel's date, Jackson from da hood yo'.....his name's not jackson la...its just tht he looks like a jackson so we decided to call him that...damn, tht dude's really speaking ghetto no kiddin'...at one point I was really struggling to understand him....dayyuummm

Anyway...i almost pengsan-ed in the shower I have no idea what am i crappin' now...probably gonna wake up tmrw n see this super GG post n delete it.....trippin' yo'.

Tuesday, 5 August 2008

Learning Indo

Went for Indo Placement test today...coz I did Malay before so in order to take Indo I must go for the placement test to see how much Im familiar with the language...duh....of course not very familiar right?

Anyway..due to my unnecessary honesty, I got into level 4....Fucuk taofu!!!!
I tried writing a damn lousy essay about Keluarga Saya..(my family).....its seriously soooo lousy that I was quite embarrassed to submit...even Uncle Lim can do better I think...shit..shall not make fun of the dead...my point is....it is soooo freakin terrible....n they said it was good....wtf!!!

Bapa saya seorang kontraktor....Dia sangat penyayang...Ibu saya suri rumah....shit like this i wrote can u belif it???im a freakin Uni student!!!!!

I only found out later that....you shouldnt even attempt the essay at all if u wanna get into lower level.....heck,ppl walked out of the room in ten minutes can u belif it???never even do the essay part....i so semangat somemore,write 150 words.....i just GG-ed myself.....fucuk taofu betul!!!

And apparently, nobody even says PENYAYANG okay wat the heck ws i thinking???penyayang is apparently too extreme.....according to Pek, must say SAyang banyak-banyak.....walaoooooooo my Malay is seriously too good until I cant even fake it the right way~!!!!!!!why why why am I sooo good in malay??????its a curse.....shall name my son Tunku Abdul Johnson....fusion between ghetto n Melayu...GG

N i even understand the short article!!!n Im not suppose to understand it if i wanna fake into the lower level laaaa.........deng....can go n tell Kenning about the whole story somemore after that!!!how this old guy maksiat with the writer's sister n he turned out to be as old as her father n how this guy go n maksiat with the brother's gf as well....FUCUK!!!!!its damn deeeeeepppp n i understood it!!!!!PADAN MUKA la.....i dug my own grave la GG.

N so now...i am contemplating whether to do it or not....it seemed stressful now that Im doing level 4 but on the other hand....it seemed fun...coz I really get to experience new things...my cores are going to be sooooooooo boring,even more boring than my grandma's hokkien dramas.....at least I have some class to look forward to.....n yay...there's a project which require us to travel to Indonesia!!!!!!!!!!

Was talking to one of the lecturer....she was telling us there's a field trip to Indo....n we were damn excited.....until she potong-ed our steam..."But its Batam larrr"......"Oouu"~lemah semangat~

Sunday, 3 August 2008

Playin' cheesy

Zeee holidays are finally ending....cant believe i gave up the entire month of july being here....time really flies....schools starting in about a week....this week is not any slack one either....with rag n flag coming....i really miss the time i had three weeks ago...where i was a refugee living on a vacation....

Now that the "Cool" performance is over...i have nothing much to look forward to...rag dance isnt exactly something that you look forward to practicing every night for the entire week....no offense but...try denying it n see....nope...you simply cant!no matter how much respect i have for my fellow choreos....rag dance just isnt something that i love...yea...love's a strong word...but dancing is all about loving aint it?...
nevertheless...regardless how much i dont fancy rag dance, I still do give my all in performing it....heck,I have to be an elve for goodness sake, now whats all that shit about me being unprofessional huh?I must be a GOD DAMN professional to bring myself to do something like that okay...all that cheeky smiling, cheesy acting, retarded hopping, n fancy costume....urgghhh

Luckly there are two more keewwwl dances awaiting moiii for hall bash...that'll make up for everything i guess....

This is in fact the first time I had a free weekend since weeks ago...practices are still on at nite...but i was actually free to go out with Nay..
Had a fancy Mexican dinner at Holland V with that woman on Sat nite n slept thru the entire day on Sunday.....n then...Had dinner with Bixs at PGP before going for rag prac...damn my life is brilliant aint it?Naaawwwwtttt..

I am soooo guilty for cheesy teenage soap....am running out of series to watch n then i found this new series The Secret Life of The American Teenager....yea it was stupid alright....but somehow u just cant resist cheesy stuff u see....well at least I had a good laugh at all the cheesiness....those "yea right" moments...ya' know.