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Today's lecture was a killer....i wasnt concentrating most of the time I HATE myself for being like that....if thts the case then why even go??urgghhh I am disgusted with myself....i tried but i just couldnt...FUCK. it.

Took a long walk by myself back to hall....got really emo n started bawlin'....hahah so gay watever.
tried avoidin' staring into random strangers eyes.....such a comforting walk....the weather is nice too....urgghh im just too gay right now watever.