Insomniac

Wah I just pulled a "The Machinist".....didnt sleep at all yesterday....came back around 5plus n couldnt fall asleep until 7am.....went for FWOC for the first time because I wanna tire myself out n die.....which I totally did btw.....really jinja jinja jinja felt like dying after not sleeping the day before.

Really cannot understand why I cant fall asleep when I drink "mininal" amount of alcohol....I will only die if I DIE....but if Im like half GG-ed or not GG-ed at all then I cant sleep, its as if my body system is at its most active state...suckssss

Went supper with few of the dancers....including some "unpleasant" ones which Im sure u guys totally know who Im talking about without even guessing....like duhhhh were bitching about her constantly non stop 24/7.....when Alvan asked me to go I asked him who is going n he told me ahem ahem is going....n of course I was like yerrrrr i dont want to go lar.....then he was like, go leh go leh u sit with me n bitch about her okay...HAHAHA loves it...the girl tht cares ALOT tht if she cant find a date.....totally grossed me out.

Oh then Oli n I started speaking in Korean....which I think Im pretty good at picking up from all the korean dramas I watched recently....jinja jinja jinja...yaaahhhhh....upon unni....HAHAHA okay girls u guys better speak korean for the next bash practice...address me as UPON unni n CT as Chunting unni.....

WHHHHEEEEEYYYOOOOOOO OPPA??HAHAHAHA loves it oli.

Uhuh Uhuh

its 7.40AM now n guess what?duhhh my usual GG-cant-sleep-syndrome....

haihhhhh Im so tired n sleepy but I just cant sleep dont ask me why ask GOD.

I think Imma join FWOC for ONCE n get myself really tired n die straight....great idea!

Yest nite was a blast with the bitches, CC n Step....then eventually we ended up at Quan's crib....cool shit....

I met Step for dinner at Holland V....bitch's so broke tht we had to eat zi char n I had to buy her dinner n drinks....loves it....we whacked Yee Mee, Stingray n she ordered another Chicken Chop....no wonder u have tht fat stomach/tummy/obscene bulge.

Then we went for Erdinger n met up with CC after tht...proceeded back to my room..ahem Kriss' room, for Wine n then Fongseng with Quan n somehow ended up at his house...HAHAHA....n then Wine summore..talk cock do shit watch videos.....

TOTALLY FUN SESSION....loves it bitches thanks for spicing up mah borin' Saturday!

White no more

Because of Gwen's harsh words, I decided to go Sentosa today....she said "Walaooo what happened to ur legs???"...n I thought she's going to say my legs damn fat n chunky n got cellulite or what shit...."Its damn WHITE can!"....phewww thank god she said damn white not damn FAT if not I will Oli-wushu kick her with my "fat" legs...sensitive issue okay cannot say my legs fat coz they are damn hot I know it, I just KNOW.

And so I went Sentosa with Rach,SF,Lulu n Minyi...haha totally random but not bad at least Im burnt like a Lobstaaahhh right now....yea still not tanned but BURNT damn loser haihhh.
N Rach is definitely tanned like a freakin' Apunehneh now....walaooooo damn scary lor u better not tan anymore later u will look like Filipino maid!LOL.

Oh, I freakin' ate 7 types of fruits today...wooohooohoo loves it la....coz yest I ended up drinking at EH n I felt damn guilty this morning so I decided to eat alot of fruits to detoxify....n ended up eating Apple, Pink guava, Dragonfruit, Guava, Strawberry, Blueberry n Orange...first time in my life I ate so many at one go totally syiok!!!!but then I ate Ayam Cobek for dinner n taohuey charkuey for dessert....GG.

Then when I went running right, my sweat is like, damn "watery"...as in, its not sticky....must be the fruits la....rockssss...ppl pls eat lotsa fruits its damn good for u okay.....n eat them before ur meals on an empty stomach so tht the vitamins can be absorbed into ur system....teeheehee Im so well educated about fruits loves it....n one more pointer, strawberries are very high in antioxidant....so yeapppp eat strawberries ok even tho they are exp but totally worth it woots!

Tmrw is the start of FWOC.....Im totally going to sleep my noon away n show up oni for rag preview...wtf they want us to carry the luggages for the noobs....like wateverrrr I aint gettin' my degree just so I can carry bags for noobies....naaah ah ah.

I got a sms from my mum saying tht she is down here at JB for some company stuff....n I felt damn bad coz I replied her "So?U wanna come spore n find me?"....hmmm but really I dont know what to reply her leh....n I definitely wont travel all the way to JB just to meet her for lunch then travel back again...they whole process prolly takes 4 hours I tell u!

N my beloved mommy FORGOT to bring her passport so thts y she cant come over to Spore....aaiiihhhh sien la sien la but I really dont wana go JB especially on weekends the checkpoint will be packed like mad!

With the M & G

I met up with the crazy duo at Holland V for lunch.....well knowing the two of them, lunch simply means breakfast, lunch, dinner, supper....haiiihhhh eating again.....can a meeting up session not be an eating session??never right?if not eating then its drinking...even worse......haiiihhh ok ok I should stop being Annnoooorrreexxiicc.

Anyways, it was a meat fest at Sushi Tei....we had beef steak, beef roll, salmon with cod fish, potato salad....n ordered white rice ala "Zi char"....damn cock la they all....say dont know can order white rice or not blablabla...duh of course can wan la, as if they will stop u from ordering white rice....just freakin demand white rice la what are they gon do bout tit right.....ok so in the end we ordered rice n came to know tht one bowl of rice cost around 2 bucks....DAMN EXP which is why I dont like to eat rice....save money n be skinny.....woohooo...but I still love meat.

Then knowing the "neverfull" Michelle, (she must have been a LV bag in her past hahaha watever damn lame)......she wanted to eat Stingray n Chicken wings at the hawker after tht...like just immediately after Sushi Tei can u believe it?

But THANK GOD hallelujah they only start serving at 5pm so we didnt get to eat there.....phewwwwwwwwwww

So we decided to sit down somewhere for drinks n dessert....n ended up at Coffee Bean where we sat n bitched for hours....with fattening chocolate, latte n cakes.....damn I should stop sounding annnnoooreeeessick!But Im really determined to be on a diet so PEOPLE PLS BE ENCOURAGING!!!!

Sidenote...

I just cut my fingernails today Im damn sad now....its getting too long tht I can no longer type n Im afraid tht I might kill someone one day....Ive scratched so many ppl already recently....

Nicest fingernails everrrrr.....took me almost two months to grow them....haiiihhh...n Dayummm can any hands look hotter than this???

Why only the index finger n thumb nails short ??




Because...????Hahahaha duhhh i dont want to go blind poking my eyes with my fingernails okay....okay Im a loser I know shudapp.

Oh the other reason why I cut my nails is that...I almost broke them while pushing on the flushing button in the toilet...HAHAHAH....true story okay...damn pain.

From now on....

I finally stepped outta the room n went out to town for the first time....coz Im just like that, Im too lazy to go anywhere especially on weekends where I have to jostle with the crowd....n Spore's crowd is really no joke...absolutely hate it!

So I had Thai food for dinner.....its S-I-N-F-U-L like fucuktaofucharbeehoon!!!!I swear that will be my very last sinful meal before my performances....but I didnt regret it coz the Thai food is friggin' nice n CHEAP...yes rachel pang, its half price cheaper than the restaurant u always bring us to....next time we go this one instead ok.....

OK so now i vow to only eat healthy food n not eat all the rice n noodle shit.....at least i try laaa...sometimes eating is a social thing its inevitable...like u cannot potong other people's steam by saying tht ur on a diet n doesnt wanna eat.....

Right now my meal plans are going to be cereal for the day,(my day only starts from noon onwards) fruits n yogurts for snack, bread, salad or meat at night....but of course the number one killer of the plan will be Alcohol....siannnn....but will try to cut down on that one too......which means i have to go out less with the bitches....hoho

Actually Ive been trying to "educate" ppl on their eating habits....the reason why I am eating all these is not only for dieting purposes but also for health purpose...it might sound ironic considering the fact tht I drink but I am really controlling my food for a better health in the future....or maybe coz I drink thts y I need to be extra cautious on the other department so tht I dont die too early....hehe...but believe me, u do feel so much healthier n cleaner when u are eating like this.....its true people!!!

When I was at home, I told my family countless times to not eat hawker food....Im no fan of hawker food everyone knows tht....even my grandma who is suffering from high blood n diabetes at the age of 75 is eating hawker food all the time....aiyoooo then I kept scolding her n she was like "aiyah so old already no matter how u control if its your time to go then thts it"...haiyoooooo really very stubborn.

School is starting soon n my slackin days are going to be ovaaahhhh in about 1 week or so.....thts when all the shit will just pile themselves all over my face.....I will be very depressed when school starts so now Im taking in as much slack time as possible to myself....Im even reading books like "Tuesdays with Morrie" n "The five people you meet in heaven".....hahaha I read them every morning when i shit....

Ppl go n read "tuesdays with Morrie" its a great book....this coming from a non-book person, its definitely worth reading right?.....

Its so sad

I have to accept the fact tht I will never become a Ga hee....in terms of dancing skills n abs...haiiihhh

I tried doing all the damn hot steps...but ended up looking like shit.....damn sad wuuaaaaaaaaaawwwuuuuaaa

D Encounter

I came back half drunk last nite with XXY n Quan to hall....after XXY walked me back to my room, I felt damn thirsty n went to the first floor to get water....the whole block is still rather empty with less than five ppl on the entire block, each staying on different floors....Kriss' room is on the 2nd floor n there is noone staying on the first floor.

After getting water I went into the lift n pressed 2.....the door shuts....after 2 seconds it opened....I see 1.....ok so maybe I was drunk I assured myself....i checked the button....I did pressed 2 alright...ok then I shut the lift door again hoping tht it would take me up to 2nd floor....2 seconds later, the door opened...i see 1 again!!!my heart almost fell out....but thank god for the alcohol in my system I wasnt scared..maybe just abit nervous but definitely not piss-in-your-pants scared....

OK then I decided to give it another try.....pressed the close door button again.....door opened..still 1......god damn it I was so pissed I kept cursing...at whoever whatever ....I was being at my most vulgar state I swear if "Something" ever comes to me I will be brave enuf to face it....n yea, coz I was half drunk too so thank god for that...

So after my third attempt, I gave up trying n ran up the stairs....once reached 2nd floor, the lift came up.....MOTHERF#$$#%%#...I was soooo fuckin scared this time I dashed into the room n woke Kriss up....told him bout the whole ordeal n made him accompany me to the toilet.....

The next morning he assured me tht maybe I was drunk n didnt press the button correctly....

WRONG...i knew i wasnt....it happened again today....we were shifting room back to C block...went into the lift.....it kept opening at 1st floor...this time I freakin tried 10 times!!!!I refused to be mind f$%^^ed again....after ten times, I walked out of the lift....immediately after I walked out, the door shuts n off it went to the second floor....FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

Of course I was alone tht time.....then Kriss came...n we took the lift again, I told him about what happened n was hoping tht the lift will be faulty again for him to see it n believe it....then we took the lift three to four times after that....nothing like that happen....the lift is definitely screwing with me....something is screwing with me.....

"Its time to leave" - quote Kriss....very true indeed.....now Im happily residing in C block...pls leave me alone.