Here I go again

Investment is totally stressing me out...i am only hoping for a Pass this time..im serious...too god damn tough, its seriously not funny anymore.

Ive been planting my butt on my chair for hours n hours...by right i shouldnt just be aiming for Pass yea?DAMN i dont fucking care anymore this is too hard...i might be planting my butt for hours...but hey,there are others, no wait make it ALL..yea all of them...i bet u, they are mugging their asses off....suddenly hours n hours of studying doesnt seem long anymore....beat them i dare u...overnight in airport....overnight in Macs..Library..sumthing..wateverrrr...n dont even mention the internet....n here i am ranting away...i dont fucking care la seriously, dont fucking judge me.

Understanding notes n formulas is no longer sufficient...u have to finish all the past yr papers (Without ever finding out answers)...where got time laah seriously....im only walking on thin ice now struggling just to understand the whole thing....n just when i thought THAT itself is an accomplishment...GGGG....my peers have progressed waaaayyyyy further.....tackling all the past years n stuff....its not tht I am stupid, its just that everyone is smarter..or rather, million times more hardworking than me...screw the Bellcurve fucking bell fucking curve fuck them all!

N i fucking hate people who pull a "Wah u still got time to online/blog/drama/msn etc no need to study ah" on me....WTF la seriously...THIS is called life ok...do u fucking have one?
I am not making excuses really, trust me I do study like crazy but just not 24fuckin7....

Ok then u might say "screw u bitch, y do u even come here if u cant stand the pressure"...which i will then try my very best to answer this million dollar ques.
"Yes i am a fucking idiot thank u very much, but i cant fucking turn back now n all i can do is rant/bitch/sulk"

BLAAAHHH i want to dieeeee now.i hate this Mugging country.