Toothache

My tooth hurts like a bitch!!Can't sleep the whole night because the pain was too unbearable...excruciating!!!I want to die...No, Im serious...I really wanted to just end my life there n then....urrrggghhh...n all i could do is silently weep to myself...fucking hell!!!!

I took ice from the fridge to chew on them...to "numb-ify" the gums..(coz i thought when people had injuries, they use ice to freeze the blood vessels or sumthing)....apparently the pain didnt go away even after i freaking chew on so much ice!!YES i left the ice in between my teeth n gums...for damn long...dont ask me why i can tahan the cold...i was in a lot of pain i just dont care anymore...dramatic..but real

After that i had to just resort to panadol...despite having allergies...i didnt care at all..just whacked two pills at one go....n then died an hour later....woke up with both eyes swollen(allergy)....thank god the swell subsided by the time i got up for my tutorial...

I rushed to YIH to get Asprin for pain killer...n maybe if i could get hold of the dentist(coz it might be wisdom tooth, or maybe just gum infection i dont know)...bloody hell by the time i reached they closed..n its not even 6 yet.FUCUKTAOFU!!!...

hopefully I dont have to endure another painful night tonight.

Whoossshhhyyy

Damn it another Monday night spent at Harry's...usual supper escapade turned into chillin' at Harry's...out of control seriously...they say compensate last Monday coz i wasnt around...what shit haha...then went for midnight run after that...how fun is that?alcohol got high calories ma...GG

Had a very hectic day today...woke up early for bfast n then worked on my Law tut....then went for Show room visit...wore heels coz project mates said must dress not-so-casual so that we dont look suspicious....yea right...whatever...mah legs hurt like bitch now!...tht Showroom is at some very ulu place...had to hike some distance only can reach...by the time we walked from SDE to FS to take 51...then to the showroom upon reaching...n then coming back the same way again...there goes my feet!!!!Imma seriously throwing some bitch feet!!!
consolation, well at least i'll have toned legs after this...perhaps butt even?but again...its toned enuf...oops oops...

Then went for 7pm lecture....this Guest lecturer totally rocked it!!!he is sooooooooo cool im totally diggin' him....he said something like, you can smoke your way thru(when doing market analysis)...but of course...must add in abit of "ganja" to make your lecturer high...then he will totally dig it....Ultimate!!!!!lovin' his dope analogies!!

After lecture, Harry's...then came back....felt guilty...went for a midnight run....managed to hassle n persuade krissy boy to run with me...he said he didnt want to coz he bathed already...but after a few harsh name callings (GAY GAY GAY)...he can't take it anymore n gave in....muahahahahaha...

It is actually quite an adrenaline rush moment when u run with alcohol in ur blood....actually cannot wan la..will die wan i know..the blood capillary will expand n burst or something like tht la...but i didnt drink much la very mild only....so very syok!!!woohooohooo...n can run faster too...just like taking steroids n drugs will enhance ur performance....im not saying i did before laaa...just giving solid examples...wtf

Krissy boy wasnt feeling well...he was having headache so I kept asking him to not run if he isnt feeling good la...
U ok or not?dont run la if cannot.
Can la...
Got bring Hp right?in case anything happens i can dial 911...coz I dont wanna pick up some extra trash along the way n "dirty my hands".....
BITCH.

Grrrrr

OMG i forgot to bitch about something...before it is completely wiped out of my memory..i have to tell the world.

My luggage got damaged when i travelled to KK the other time...it came out soooo wrecked that I couldnt even recognise it until I have no choice but to open the luggage n check the stuff inside....coz I thought it wasnt mine but i waited n waited until there is no more luggage left but ONE....damn it was crazy i swear.
Like kena burned like tht!Dont know what those people did...the material so solid also can ripped until like that!

i have totally forgotten bout it until i saw the pictures my friend uploaded...n its a damn good luggage that I have alot of fond memory of okay...n those people "compensated" me with a cheapo luggage...sure its POLO but....its POLO InterPolo..WTF IS THAT????
FYI POLO is damn diversify now...so many Polos every freakin' luggage is a Polo....Polo Polo Apollo la...Fucuk...anyhow compensate me with a Polo...at least gimme some Beverly Hills Polo or what la...whathefucuktaofu is Interpolo???n the quality is so superbly fantastico that i can easily break the handle with my fingers...totally from Pasar Malam n i think its worth less than RM50....mine is worth at least 200 la...urrggghhhhh...

Dont mean to be a bitch but....when u have ur luggage ripped open n ur stuff broken inside....even a demure girl will turn into a complete bitch..what more an ultimate bitch!urghhh...but of course when they compensate me I didnt bitch about it la...coz i scared they bash me up ma...since im so weak....n the Sabahan are strong coz they grew up climbing trees n chasing tigers...
which is the reason why i need to bitch about it HERE lor....

Shut up n dope

Just came back from blast concert....DOPE seemed to be the only word...am proud of my homie Dismas....he totally rocked it.

Totally love the Duet n the Chinese dynasty item...n the angsty Jolene Tsai (hahaha always refer to her as Jolene its a habit that one cannot change) item...also the Basketball item...so so many good items....worth my twelve bucks la at least...if not,imagine spending the same amount to watch a lame ass movie?maybe something like Dark Knight or Transformer?No?thats not lame no?okay fine...more of something like 3 pigs n a baby or I am Omega?Never hear before leh....gotcha there!it really exist okay...dont believe go n google it...if got nudity dont blame me hor...ok watever..back to dance.

All the HOT dancers tht went to support that night..teeheehee

So many good dancers on the stage...so many fancy costumes....so much hiphop for one night.
Seeing them workin' it, makes me feel worked up myself....yeaaaa come Wed, mah first practice...hopefully it'll be fun yea...it better be...it has gotta be fun right??if not, Imma throw a tantrum n die.bah!

Watch out!

As it turns out...GossipGirl S2 n 90210 is kinda disappointing....or maybe im getting old coz all these teen dramas doesnt seemed to get to me anymore.awwwww..

N so, Ive resorted to watching Taiwanese drama!!!yea you can slap me n kick my face now.
Isnt taiwanese even lamer n cheesier n dumber, you ask?...YES of course it is...but, their lamest is so predictable n easy to foresee therefore its FUNNY....get it?aiya nevermind la i have exquisite taste la ok...u either get me or you dont.period.

Yupe, So im now watching this series called Hotshot!(yea what a HOT name...u can punch me now).
Starring Jerry Yan, Luo zixiang n Wu chun(i know you want to end my life now!)...n do you know that Luo zixiang's english name is Show???wathefucuktaofu????chop me into pieces n feed me to the dogs please.....We used to make fun of this SH-it hall dance chair's ugly n fat BF....we call him Luozixiang's backup dancer...(yea internal joke)

My point is......SHOW!!!what shit?????dude are u freakin' serious?OK OK I should stop...we shouldnt judge...human rights.freedom....yea fucking hell!!!SHOW!!!what kinda shit is this man!!!!

That aside, the drama is not bad...because its VERY lame....the lamer the better...i believe in giving people credit in whatever they do...for example like...if you wanna do something lame, then go all out n make it as lame as possible....then only I can find joy in laughing my ass off.....thats how u create a good comedy...true blue entertainment...*jeng jeng jeng*...ahaha WTF.

Anyway, I suggest you people to go n check this out...its pretty worth checking...u will puke some blood n maybe curse a little in the midst of watching...tht aside, you'll enjoy the show i assure you....got all the flying effect wan...like when they dunk the basketball....they will fly up then do few spins...then the ball will be on fire n shit like that....HOW COOL IS THAT????wooaaaahhhh.....*yea u can start digging a hole to bury me now*.

Another source of Tv i've found comfort from is ANTM 11th season....tyra n gang is getting lamer im totally lovin' it....check out the opening...its some futuristic stuff.....what Alpha JAY Beta JAY Tyra Bot.....how can u NOT love shit like this????n how Miss Thang is so full of herself as usual, with her full blown up pictures all over the place....n her Tyra mail tyra mail this time is freakin' irrititating....(go see for urself)....I LOVE TYRA!!!!!!work it girl!!FIERCE!!!

N the highlight of it all....a Transgender contestant....i was asking CC how on earth did she manage to hid her "thing" when she wore bikini during audition....then he said just tape it n shove it back onto the ass crack!FUNNY like shit...i want to die okayyyy.....then i asked him again, wouldnt it hurt if u shove it back there n then u sit down...u will sit on it...Oucchhh!!!...wild imagination rawks!loves it.

but that didnt get me all worked up....there's this one Asian contestant who speaks totally like a Sista'.....its amazing i tell ya....n she has fake boobies....n she grew up IN da hood....what shit is this???arent Asian Americans suppose to be rich n work as doctors or lawyers or whatever shit that make tons of mohhnayyy???Man, how did she ever end up Hoochie like that...totally lovin' that Sista' nonetheless.you go work it gal!!!*heyyyy* *flaps arm up n down*.

another Boring Sunday afternoon.bye

Dad is the greatest

My dad called when i was on my way in the bus...I didnt say goodbye to him coz i was showering upstairs n he went to work early....normally he never calls so this is of course an exceptionally emo moment to me....GG i almost cried when i talk to him....call me gay or whatever la i dont care...a girl still has her rights to cry...but boy cannot cry, because its GAY...haha wat shit.

I hate this feeling of being very emo everytime i come back from home...its usually the start of one or two days la then after that I'll be fine....
Besides, with my grandma's condition, I was really emo-crazy...I kept thinking of her n what would happen if she's gone n what would happen if i ever lose my parents etc....for the entire two hours journey back from Malacca to KL....i did teared a little bit but my dad didnt see it of course...

My daddy really treated me like a princess everytime i went home...even tho not with material things like cash n credit card(got a little bit la to shop n stuff...haha)...
its the little things he do for me, words just cant describe how wonderful they are...He would make sure that he buys breakfast n lunch for us everyday even tho he is working he would still come back n tapao for us in the midst of his working hours...such a great dad!

I did something very bad the other time when he did something so adorable n sweet to me...he didnt buy any bfast that day coz he needs to go to work early, n so he prepared a bowl, a kettle, a bottle of pepper n a pack of campell soup...then i woke up he called me to tell me to cook the soup n eat it with bread for bfast....but i was just too lazy (especially when it comes to making food, i would rather starve..yea im such a bitch tht way) n I just told him that Im not hungry n that i didnt wanna make the soup larrr...then he was like "then what u eat?just make the soup la very easy only i've already prepared everything that u need"....n i was damn bitchy la i went "I dont want to drink the soup laaa..i just eat bread can already"....then he was like "Okay la"....end of convo....
when i went in to see the stuff tht he prepared, I was sooooooo touched n felt daaaammnn bad...coz he actually wrote down instructions on how to prepare the soup!!!!
like...1)Boil water...2)open packet n mix...etc etc.....
CUTE or not you say????
walaooo i swear i almost wanna slap myself n die....sorry for being such a bitch!!!!

I told sherene after that n she said I was such a bitch n that my dad knows that Im so useless until he has to even write down instructions!!!!wtf.fine la my dad knows i cant cook for nuts...but hello?instant campell soup???i think i can handle it pretty fine DAD.teeheehee

I hope that i am not a useless daughter to him...coz he really really thinks that i cant do housework n stuff for nuts....when i first came to Spore he was like "You know how to do laundry or not?must soak the clothes in the pail first then take out n scrub"...WAT THE GG-ness????
"I know larrrrr!!!!no need to soak laaaa got washing machine wan!!!!".."You dont go n spoil the machine can already"...GGGGG my dad pandang rendah me haiiihhh...

Argh i damn miss my daddy now....he always tells me stuff like "I love you so much but i dont expect anything from you next time...i just provide you whatever u need now until im incapable of doing it anymore".....WHAT NONSENSE!!!DAD I promise i will be a good daughter n take good care of you n provide you a good life next time...just gimme five more yrs.

He purposely bought egg tart for me the other day when i was leaving...n he always buy my fave food whenever im home...coz he thinks tht im food deprived when im here...which is true la...haha...oh man...i really really love my daddy alot...of course my mum also la...GG...

Escapade

Yupe...so I really did disappeared for four days...totally loving this whole MIA-ing act...wohoho..Imma pull this act more often.

Four days back home really changed my life...Im a happier person now...wth ok watever..what I really wanna say is...HOME rawks....oh...wait for this...ultimate.
I had my P the moment i breathe in Msian air!!!no kidding...after three months of not having my P....I was telling a friend that its the environment that made me so stressed out n not have my P...then she told me to just go back n get my P n be happy n come back again....
who knows...it really came....WTFucuktaufucharbeehoon!!!
K nuff bout this P shit.

I was so happy that my time was so fully utilized when i was home....I went shopping n bought super nice stuff for cheaper price (even tho its not really that cheap) as compared to buying them in Spore upon conversion....I went out with friends....I stayed home with my family...I went back to Malacca to see my beloved grandma.

Spent most of my "friend time" with Sherene...did lotsa crazy random shit....so fun can die....we went n buy cheap nail polish n we painted our nails in public.....we were sitting down at coffee bean n then we started our "artistic venture"....with lotsa ppl watching us...in envy i suppose...bwahahaha.ok watever.
Then I had my first Tony Romas experience in KL...Ive never eaten there before....coz Im loyal to TGIF thts why!!!blahhh...then this waiter dude went n draw a smiley face on the receipt next to the word "thank you" that he wrote....wtf...he must be too bo liao...but Im fine with it...totally lovin' it!!!
n so, I proceeded to do the right thing of course....No, not give him my number lah!
I simply replied him by drawing another "girly" face next to his "thank you"...n wrote "you are welcome"....

As we were leaving, he picked up the receipt to see it...n we saw him saw us seeing him seeing the receipt....n then of course, we ran for our lives!!!...bwahaha chickening outttt...
Then we went to try on random granny hats at Somerset Bay....n posed as rich English women who sip tea n eat scones for their past times....random shit!!!!
N lastly, the ultimate must-do thing on our list....to people watch!Sit down in Zen eating tiramisu n people watch for hours....while bitching bout them of course.

"Pavilion nothing much to see..people here all wear very nice"
"Huh?not good meh like that?"
"Nothing to bitch about ma"

I also met SF for dinner....Thanx for driving down n wasting two hours being stuck in the jam just to meet me....Im so important right?bwahaha
we had Thai at Gardens....N i wanted my Green Curry chicken n they sold out....so I forced the guy to produce the dish for me....yes I really did...not in a bitchy n auntie manner laaa...I was just fooling around saying stuff like "Aiyo so early finish already...your signature dish summore...go in n make somemore laaa....i only want to eat green curry chicken..."
I was really joking laaa...mana tau, he said he go n ask his chef...then he happily came back out n told me " OK OK have have"....waaaaahhh super happy....
SF was so stunted....she cant believe that I just did that...n I actually got what i wanted.."Why?this is KL wat..my territory I do whatever I want okay...check that!"

I went back to see my Grandma the next day....now she can't walk anymore after she fell down n broke her back bone two months ago....despite her old age, it is quite impossible to heal....I hope she gets well soon....it saddens me that I cant be there to talk to her all the time....because without people to talk to, she feels lonely n bored...I used to talk to her all the time....
n now that she feels incapable, she thinks that she has become a burden and that she is better off "away"....I almost broke down when i bid goodbye to her....She was touching my hand n I almost cried.....
I kept telling her "Don't talk nonsense okay you will be fine!Just be happy, I will come back n see you again I promise"....I know its hard to face it..but her health is deteriorating day by day n the only thing that Im afraid of is....I wont get to see her ever again.