Mid nite trauma

It is nearly 5am now n i am still very awake n deeply traumatised by an Accident on Pasir Panjang Road.....While walking back from Fs, me n shin fei were being ogled by these few malay guys speeding past us in their bikes....seconds after that....accident just struck in front of our very eyes...there were four bikes speeding past us...then one of them lost control n the bike crashed sideways n hit the ground, dragging the two guys on the ground....i actually did SAW the "fall" of one of the guys...he practically flew out n hit the ground like a lifeless dummy...he was lying flat in the middle of the road n for a moment i really thought he was "gone"....i even thought that his legs came off as he was lying in a very awkward position...as though his other leg wasnt there....i stood there shivering like a pale idiot..not knowing what to do or how to react...i was clinging onto shin fei so tight as i am still very taken aback by what just happened before my eyes...

Shin fei then dragged me over n she wanted to check out if they are okay..we were just standing 30 meters away from them at most..i looked around but theres noone there but the two of US...we HAVE to go over and my feet were very reluctant....yes,i am indeed god damn terrified...of blood...of disfiguration...or gore....of..death...

then there's this cab who slowed down initially n we wanted to hail the cab for help send them to the hospital or sumthing....but then the cab just sped past like nobody's business upon seeing the accident....unbelievable...i think its because they are malays...n cabbies just dont want to get into this "kind" of troubles...of having to send them to hospital...n make reports..etc..knowing that they wont get anything out of it....

without knowing what else that i can do...i just blindly dialled 911..but hung up after i saw tht the guy could actually picked himself up n walked over to the side of the road....
and thank god tht he is okay n his legs are still very much intact to his body...phew....
after tht both of us just walked past them n back to our hall.....we were still pretty much shaken by the whole thing..we were contemplating about what went wrong n how they crashed onto the ground....n we decided tht it was their own fault for speeding n ogling at us tht one of them had to make an abrupt brake because the other one in front was slowing down.....

n the saddest thing is....it is Raya...n they were all wearing their colourful raya costumes....i know its common in msia to have road accidents during raya laaaa...but to actually witness one....INSANITY...but thank god nothing happen...no death no nothing....if not...i would be traumatised for the rest of my life....n im glad tht shin fei is so calm about it n it helps alot ..if not i would be so freaked out that i might even pee in my pants...or pass out..or sumthing

i hope this served as a moral lesson for THEM....a very unforgettable one.. i used to say things like "serve them right" whenever i see accidents involving motorbikes...because those Mat Rempits are the ones who caused the accident themselves....sometimes im so sick of them tht i even "wished" that they will encounter "an accident" just so tht they can learn their lesson...but after this....i dont think i will ever think tht way again...

n both of us have also learned our moral lesson....that is.....not to go yumcha at 3am plus in the morning where the whole stretch of street is deserted n empty....its quite dangerous and even though its in spore....it can still be dangerous....dun play play...