I finally moved into the new place at Ghim Moh.....what a relief~
Was overwhelmed by tremendous sadness when i was on my way here from KL....bidded goodbye to my family and boarded the bus....I actually bawled silently in the bus n got caught by the "steward"...hahaha so gay loves it.
I knew I will be be fine once I arrive...been thru this so many times already, the only difference is, I am moving into a new environment with a new life ahead...no longer a sheltered uni student in the hostel...
With the help of Alvan n Peter, everything went on smoothly so i owe many many thank yous to them.....of course with the help of the bitches CC and Step as well for cheering me up....props to the wonderful friends i have here or else I wouldnt even survive til tmrw.
Now Im just sitting in my new room (Jasmine's room actually) enjoying the cool breeze thru the small window.....dont feel like unpacking yet coz its not my room...long story...
This whole cycle will be completed once Jasmine move in here with me in Sept....cant wait!
Friday, 30 July 2010
Thursday, 22 July 2010
Just counting the days
counting counting n counting....days to depression YUH (yes uhuh)
I didnt sleep well these few days knowing tht its my last time spending my holidays at home like this....every night I spent a good one to two hours just having the thought of living away from home for at least few years of my life running thru my head....n I became an Insomniac....i would fall asleep at odd hours like 3 or 4am n then got up before 8am, sometimes went back to slp again or just force myself up to go for a morning jog....u might think tht its healthy but i assure u its not when U dont have enuf slp, no amount of exercise would suffice.
To be honest, Im really scared...scared of the new life ahead of me....with money comes responsibilities...from now onwards Im truly on my own...Im afraid tht I will turn into one of those working slaves, worrying my days away thinking how to meet ends, bills, family support etc....i know, I always have a very strong n bubbly personality tht i put up in front of people, but deep down I do have tones of load sinkin' inside of me...I have my fair share of problems, be it financial, family or on a personal level...noone will understand how I feel at this point because they are not in my shoes...u might think tht this is overreacting and exagerrating but like i said, u wont get it unless u are in my shoes.
To all my friends, pls learn to appreciate your time at home and dont dread so much about being nagged by your parents, because that is Part and parcel of having a family...bitter and sweet...appreciate the meal they provide you, appreciate their empty talks and advices even though you know they dont really help...appreciate their long naggings coz it doesnt really takes out alot from u, u just have to be there to give them a blank stare...most importantly, appreicate the LIFE they gave u and strive to repay them in every other ways.
I hope I will embrace this new life ahead of me and may god bless me and my family and for me to do well in the future....thank you
I didnt sleep well these few days knowing tht its my last time spending my holidays at home like this....every night I spent a good one to two hours just having the thought of living away from home for at least few years of my life running thru my head....n I became an Insomniac....i would fall asleep at odd hours like 3 or 4am n then got up before 8am, sometimes went back to slp again or just force myself up to go for a morning jog....u might think tht its healthy but i assure u its not when U dont have enuf slp, no amount of exercise would suffice.
To be honest, Im really scared...scared of the new life ahead of me....with money comes responsibilities...from now onwards Im truly on my own...Im afraid tht I will turn into one of those working slaves, worrying my days away thinking how to meet ends, bills, family support etc....i know, I always have a very strong n bubbly personality tht i put up in front of people, but deep down I do have tones of load sinkin' inside of me...I have my fair share of problems, be it financial, family or on a personal level...noone will understand how I feel at this point because they are not in my shoes...u might think tht this is overreacting and exagerrating but like i said, u wont get it unless u are in my shoes.
To all my friends, pls learn to appreciate your time at home and dont dread so much about being nagged by your parents, because that is Part and parcel of having a family...bitter and sweet...appreciate the meal they provide you, appreciate their empty talks and advices even though you know they dont really help...appreciate their long naggings coz it doesnt really takes out alot from u, u just have to be there to give them a blank stare...most importantly, appreicate the LIFE they gave u and strive to repay them in every other ways.
I hope I will embrace this new life ahead of me and may god bless me and my family and for me to do well in the future....thank you
Monday, 12 July 2010
Because life is good for now
Heyyyyy...Im back home after my commencement ceremony with my parents....i think this is the most ive travelled to n fro Spore in such short period of time....i forsee more short trips home once i start working....from then on, its gon be "Gosh i feel homesick" *Changi airport $KaChing$*....."Oh guess what, Im sick of this place" *Changi airport $KaChing$*...."I have a craving for Maggie goreng" *Changi airport $KaChing$....yes uhuh u get the idea...no more long hour bus rides, flight is the new ride yes uhuhhhh....feels gud to be a high flyer...FLYER geddit..HAHAHA k nvm
ANyway, I had a great time showing the parents around..brought them to touristy places like Esplanade n Clarke Quay...n I actually forgotten where the hell is the Merlion....hahahaha...erm im actually pretty much a tourist myself....i dont really go out when Im in Spore coz i just hate going out so much...uhuh thts how i spent my four yrs...just rotting in mah crib...yuan laiiii
So far my diet plans have been pretty Aoookayyy...tho it has only been two days HAHAHA...not bad since i got back from spore I actually got back to my pre-hols weight...now just gotta work out n be a lean machine....oops did i just, oh no i didntttt...yes uhuh...gotta be lean n mean woohooo
Told my sis bout my diet plans of not eating carbs...but fml bread is my best friend so i just cant lay off bread...or muffins....or curry chicken...or egg tarts...OK ok ok i know i know FML...but Imm put those negative thoughts n temptations aside....i need to be a LEAN MACHINE!...u can see tht i obviously put on some weight in my graduation pics....I CAN DO THIS YEA C'MON...be ready for the new me in August..HAHAHA zhen de yaoooo
Oh, the WC finally ended...with Spain...ok if u ask me to choose between Hol n Spain of course Spain is the better choice coz they deserve it more....im just bitter from Germany's lost thts all...but i aint so bitter to start eating takopachi or watever grilled octo gosh ppl grow up, if there is anything to grill, its your own damn brains!
ANyway, sumthin funny happened in hall the other day...while watching the germany's match I got abit carried away n made quite some scene in the middle of the night...which caused "someone" to post somethin on FB sayin tht "fuck tht bitch who shouted fuck spain n woke the whole world"...n noone will ever know tht bitch is me except for tht two person tht was with me...ok ok maybe not, but whatchugondobout it huh Im leaving hall so woohooooo...n tht "person" is right in his comment, I am indeed a Bitch yes uhuhh.....HAHAHAHHA loves it pls.
p/s: But i did feel sorry for the ppl whom i "disturbed" tht night so i sincerely apologize...but like i said, its only that One time...BIG fuckin deal.
ANyway, I had a great time showing the parents around..brought them to touristy places like Esplanade n Clarke Quay...n I actually forgotten where the hell is the Merlion....hahahaha...erm im actually pretty much a tourist myself....i dont really go out when Im in Spore coz i just hate going out so much...uhuh thts how i spent my four yrs...just rotting in mah crib...yuan laiiii
So far my diet plans have been pretty Aoookayyy...tho it has only been two days HAHAHA...not bad since i got back from spore I actually got back to my pre-hols weight...now just gotta work out n be a lean machine....oops did i just, oh no i didntttt...yes uhuh...gotta be lean n mean woohooo
Told my sis bout my diet plans of not eating carbs...but fml bread is my best friend so i just cant lay off bread...or muffins....or curry chicken...or egg tarts...OK ok ok i know i know FML...but Imm put those negative thoughts n temptations aside....i need to be a LEAN MACHINE!...u can see tht i obviously put on some weight in my graduation pics....I CAN DO THIS YEA C'MON...be ready for the new me in August..HAHAHA zhen de yaoooo
Oh, the WC finally ended...with Spain...ok if u ask me to choose between Hol n Spain of course Spain is the better choice coz they deserve it more....im just bitter from Germany's lost thts all...but i aint so bitter to start eating takopachi or watever grilled octo gosh ppl grow up, if there is anything to grill, its your own damn brains!
ANyway, sumthin funny happened in hall the other day...while watching the germany's match I got abit carried away n made quite some scene in the middle of the night...which caused "someone" to post somethin on FB sayin tht "fuck tht bitch who shouted fuck spain n woke the whole world"...n noone will ever know tht bitch is me except for tht two person tht was with me...ok ok maybe not, but whatchugondobout it huh Im leaving hall so woohooooo...n tht "person" is right in his comment, I am indeed a Bitch yes uhuhh.....HAHAHAHHA loves it pls.
p/s: But i did feel sorry for the ppl whom i "disturbed" tht night so i sincerely apologize...but like i said, its only that One time...BIG fuckin deal.
Saturday, 10 July 2010
I Made It!
After 4 years of tortorous education in Singapore and 17 years of education in my life....
Im glad to have finally done my parents proud~
Thank You Mummy and Daddy!
Im glad to have finally done my parents proud~
Thank You Mummy and Daddy!Words simply cannot express how happy and touched I am when the both of you finally visited me here for the first time!
Sunday, 4 July 2010
JUst when i thought its all over
Guess I'll have to buck it up n lose some weight from now on....coz coz coz.....zdy alumni Bash Item laaaaa simi sai!!!LOL cant believe Alvan managed to convince em' to let alumni do bash....coz bash is bash u know, no such thing as alumni item....guess we're not only old but we're stubborn n refuse to move on eh'.....well of course its not about us being dope or wateverr la, nothing to do with that...ahemmmm..HAHAHA.
BUt yea, having made a few decisions to pull out from all the dances, i guess i still have one more which i wont pull out simply coz...well coz...its bash la no nid further explanation for tht.
N not forgetting..a FRIEND is running for pageant so i guess this yr's bash wont be a flop for the year1 alumni....HAHA.
N yea, gosh...u can call me...ALUMNI now.
OVAH~
p/s: totally lookin forward for the run in the park at 7am tmrw...say hello again to healthy lifestyle woots~
BUt yea, having made a few decisions to pull out from all the dances, i guess i still have one more which i wont pull out simply coz...well coz...its bash la no nid further explanation for tht.
N not forgetting..a FRIEND is running for pageant so i guess this yr's bash wont be a flop for the year1 alumni....HAHA.
N yea, gosh...u can call me...ALUMNI now.
OVAH~
p/s: totally lookin forward for the run in the park at 7am tmrw...say hello again to healthy lifestyle woots~
Friday, 2 July 2010
Back from Krabi
Say hello to internet connexionnnn hallelujahhh amitabha...the reason for me pullin a dave copperfield for the past one week.....unpaid internet bills, slow dial up, bad connection, why bother yadayada same ol same ol....this story bout my internet jsut never gets old.
Alright, my vacation finally came to an END....in a blink of an eye...sad~
One of the highlights in Krabi has definitely got to be the HOTEL....the room with a balcony that u can jump straight into the pool....oh, not forgetting other equally exciting shitz like ALMOST DIED 2ND TIME FROM KAYAKING...yes yes AGAIN..gosh i never learn do i....
ANother thing bout krabi is definitely the Thai Pancake....omg we ate like what?10 pancakes total?we bought so much pancakes the lady is known as MY FRIEND now..HAHAA loves it...n of course sherene's fav Pad Thai n Pacat's fav Lays..n everybody's fav Aonang Whisky shop which sells cheap booze WOOOHOOO....
Besides that, Krabi taught me to respect mother nature and the forces surrounding it....n that almost cost me a Rayban....n how on earth did i get back my rayban when I DROPPED it into the water while kayaking one whole round n only realised it after like what?30mins?went back to look for it...n FOUND IT!!!because I prayed thts y uhuhhhh..hail mother nature.
N yes, bout me almost dying from kayaking again....this time its the wind tht hits the canoe so hard we were whacked against the rocks OMG excitinggggg plsss...n we had to take cover in the nearby cave ala survivor...never in a million years I thought this would happen to me....all i could think of is, pls someone send a rescue boat coz I have no freakin idea how to make fire from woods even tho I watched 5 seasons of Surivor!!!N yes, Im not the person who freaked out most obviously coz of my..ummm..first time experience...so yea, Im holdin' up well..nyehhehe
The ultimate highlight of the trip has definitely got to be...Trinna's camera in da waterrrr...HAHAHAHA kidding kidding....yea tht sucks alright alright aint gonna rub it in.
The ultimate highlight is.....DRINKING in the broad daylight when we should be having breakfast!!!WOOOHOOOO....the need to finish everything up coz we bought too much drinks..........drinking in the pool while doing laps trying to burn the cals....FUNKYYYYY
In the end all of us got so tipsy on our way to the airport...for the first time I totally died in the van and in the plane....LOVES IT....
All in all, I GOT FAT from my two back to back vacation n Im desperately trying to lose weight right now...tho i dont see any reason for doing so coz....errr...nevermind.
Thats all i got for now...shall get the pics n blog more about my beach vacation soon!!
Alright, my vacation finally came to an END....in a blink of an eye...sad~
One of the highlights in Krabi has definitely got to be the HOTEL....the room with a balcony that u can jump straight into the pool....oh, not forgetting other equally exciting shitz like ALMOST DIED 2ND TIME FROM KAYAKING...yes yes AGAIN..gosh i never learn do i....
ANother thing bout krabi is definitely the Thai Pancake....omg we ate like what?10 pancakes total?we bought so much pancakes the lady is known as MY FRIEND now..HAHAA loves it...n of course sherene's fav Pad Thai n Pacat's fav Lays..n everybody's fav Aonang Whisky shop which sells cheap booze WOOOHOOO....
Besides that, Krabi taught me to respect mother nature and the forces surrounding it....n that almost cost me a Rayban....n how on earth did i get back my rayban when I DROPPED it into the water while kayaking one whole round n only realised it after like what?30mins?went back to look for it...n FOUND IT!!!because I prayed thts y uhuhhhh..hail mother nature.
N yes, bout me almost dying from kayaking again....this time its the wind tht hits the canoe so hard we were whacked against the rocks OMG excitinggggg plsss...n we had to take cover in the nearby cave ala survivor...never in a million years I thought this would happen to me....all i could think of is, pls someone send a rescue boat coz I have no freakin idea how to make fire from woods even tho I watched 5 seasons of Surivor!!!N yes, Im not the person who freaked out most obviously coz of my..ummm..first time experience...so yea, Im holdin' up well..nyehhehe
The ultimate highlight of the trip has definitely got to be...Trinna's camera in da waterrrr...HAHAHAHA kidding kidding....yea tht sucks alright alright aint gonna rub it in.
The ultimate highlight is.....DRINKING in the broad daylight when we should be having breakfast!!!WOOOHOOOO....the need to finish everything up coz we bought too much drinks..........drinking in the pool while doing laps trying to burn the cals....FUNKYYYYY
In the end all of us got so tipsy on our way to the airport...for the first time I totally died in the van and in the plane....LOVES IT....
All in all, I GOT FAT from my two back to back vacation n Im desperately trying to lose weight right now...tho i dont see any reason for doing so coz....errr...nevermind.
Thats all i got for now...shall get the pics n blog more about my beach vacation soon!!
Sunday, 20 June 2010
Bitch Vacation in Rawa
Just got back from Rawa Island with the Gz....going off to another beach vacation in Krabi in less than 24hours...Im damn tired but I aint' complaining because WOOOHOOOO who can resist a beach vacation right'...
So many fun stuff happened of course, the good n bad...well,wont get into too much details without the pics...
From a hell ride in the bumpy van, to sun tanning and drinkin' beer under the beautiful sun, to fun filled water activities, to feasting on lotsa meat and yummy food, to tryin' to fight for our lives while paddling on strong waves, to bitchin' nonstop everywhere including UNDERWATER (takin' it to another level), to experiencing "haunted toilet" incident and shifting the mattress over to sleep together, to bickering with the super rude restaurant manager, to witnessing sleazy house party with angmohs and SPGs, to gettin' super high and drunk on rat poison (cheap tequila from the grocery shop), to sliding into the sea in the middle of the night under the influence of alcohol.
I miss Rawa...tho i will NEVER EVER go back there again n wouldnt recommend anyone there because their service is just....for the ANGMOHS...major discrimination!!!rude manager and staffs....seriously....
I wonder if we will have another vacation again...hmmmm..HAHAHA...
til then....all the best to u bitches...n yes, tmrw is MONDAY...good luck working!HAHAHHA
So many fun stuff happened of course, the good n bad...well,wont get into too much details without the pics...
From a hell ride in the bumpy van, to sun tanning and drinkin' beer under the beautiful sun, to fun filled water activities, to feasting on lotsa meat and yummy food, to tryin' to fight for our lives while paddling on strong waves, to bitchin' nonstop everywhere including UNDERWATER (takin' it to another level), to experiencing "haunted toilet" incident and shifting the mattress over to sleep together, to bickering with the super rude restaurant manager, to witnessing sleazy house party with angmohs and SPGs, to gettin' super high and drunk on rat poison (cheap tequila from the grocery shop), to sliding into the sea in the middle of the night under the influence of alcohol.
I miss Rawa...tho i will NEVER EVER go back there again n wouldnt recommend anyone there because their service is just....for the ANGMOHS...major discrimination!!!rude manager and staffs....seriously....
I wonder if we will have another vacation again...hmmmm..HAHAHA...
til then....all the best to u bitches...n yes, tmrw is MONDAY...good luck working!HAHAHHA
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