oh man

I want to give it all up..and live my life collecting dust.

My whole body is screwed...internally and externally..a sprained thigh, neck n back...bruises all over my legs...n Im losing my appetite as well.
I want to lock myself up not talking to anyone..not attending trainings...not going dance pracs...not eating...not facing the world.

I am really tired, I cant take it anymore.

I dont think Im going to live until 40...18 more yrs of misery.