These bitches deserve to DIE part 2

I CANNOT BELIEVE THIS IS HAPPENING TO ME!!!everythingggg is going haywire now....n they even screwed up my PAY...the ONE thing tht i look forward to the most at the end of this month....what bullshit seriously....im so sick of this shit!!!!Asked them when will i get, they say "Dont know, prolly few days"...DONT KNOW YOUR JIBAI LA DONT KNOW SIMILAN!!!Hello, just coz I wear nice clothes to work everyday doesnt mean U can anyhow delay my pay n assume tht I am some rich kid OKAY...FUCK THEM~

I have so many things to pay for n I have NO MONEY left...i even had to starve with just ten bucks left....WTF n the best thing is, my hp line also died coz I got no money to TOPUP....fuck my fucking miserable life n fuck them HR bitches I hope they all die in a horrid plane crash while going on a company trip!

I have not been so sad and angsty in my life before....i really wanted to just cry, but i got nobody to cry to n i cant even call my parents...n i definitely will not let them see me in this state else they would be so heartbroken.

Its not that I wanna whine so much, but i am really living a fucking goddamn miserable life right now....i am literally a homeless person except tht i actually got a home to stay...for now.

These bitches deserve to DIE

Really wanna come n tell me "Not to do personal stuff like Facebooking and MSN-ng"....wah really full of bitches lo the office....coz the guy received "Feedbacks" (yes PLURAL) that I am facebooking and msn-ing n doing personal stuff at work....zdy kp me...really never give face wan eh i swear...they how OLD n Im how OLD???Hellooooo I know they have no lives, no friends, no tweets....but how can u expect me to not FB, Tweet n MSN when I have NOTHING to do ???or rather, I FINISHED UP everything before they can even take their 5th breath...GOSHHHH I SWEARRRRR i swearrr i swearrrrr they are really out to get me....

OK disclaimer, I know Im wrong for "abusing" company's policy, but c'mon...obviously the WHOLE WORLD FB n MSN....u just gotta cut me some slacks since Im NEW n YOUNG!!!!zdy every single thing also wanna find fault in me...n make my life miserable...I swear the office needs more MEN....HAHAHA

N u tell me no MSN right when one of the managers had her speaker on with the MSN sound so loud the whole office can hear....RRIIIGGHHHTTT no MSN or no MSN for Alexis only?

And to justify my actions, I FINISHED MY WORK before i surf the net....n I did them mostly in the morning (before 930am and during lunch, n i dont go for lunch coz them suckas never did invite me)....

MY LIFE IN HEAD OFFICE SUCKS.....I NEED TO GET OUT~

Pre-weekend outing

Met up with the 8Gz ppl on Fri night after work for dinner + movie + drinks.

Luckly I got to go to the site at Raffles Place (for the last time, sadly), n Step came to pick me up to go over to Orchard....she actually came early before 6 so I just asked my superior if I could "bounce off" early...n yes uhuh I COULD indeed!!!yayyy gotta love my work right...

Walked around abit with Step n had to resist the urge to buy shoes n bags (my number one weaknesses) coz Im broke n no pay check in yet :(.....Met CC n we decided to just go into the dinner place first before the arrival of the rest of the ppl.

Went to Jones the grocer @Mandarin Gallery....nice place with sucky food...rissotto tasted like a very rough lor mai kai n the pasta tasted like some Chinese zi char thing...according to them...i Didnt eat anything coz Im just Anorexic that way.loves it.

Gossiped like crazy in the very serene n atas environment, u know how loud those bitches' laughter n voices were...yes uhuhhh u know better than me right tell me bout it...goshhh Im embarrassed~

ZDY talk about HS, Ben & Jerry's, DF, etc etc...n i swear the whole restaurant can hear us....DUH~

Then we proceeded to Cathay for Step Up 3 but not in 3D coz everyone is OLD n we cannot take special effects...yes, FOL when Aili asked up to "Vote", unanimous decision for 2D!!!Gotta love our old selves!!!ZDY experience them doing a Back flip in front of your face laaaa....no thanks we dont like ppl to rub it in our faces ok we know we are old.

The Movie was....errrr....ok ok hold on, I know Im going to sound OLD here...but the movie was really just...errr...AAA OOO Kayyy....wasnt as fantastic as what everybody says....ok maybe we are dancers thats y we are being too....critical?Lotsa unnecessary scenes that made it almost Spoof-like....according to CT.."This is Jennifer's Body part 2"...Loves it....throughout the scene we kept laughing at scenes that are NOT funny....i swear the ppl in front of us wanna bitch slap us but they cant coz they could tell from our laughters tht we r capable of bitch slappin' them back yes uhuhhh.

N yes, ZDY watch a movie about DANCE when u are having outing with DANCERS laaaa..goshhh ppl cant we just be FRIENDS n not DANCERSSSSSSS.....sorry i think we are no longer dancers actually....we are just regular old working ppl who are not Great dancers....best thing tht Ive learned from the movie, "I stopped dancing coz Im just a good dancer, but you shouldnt, coz you are a Great dancer"...unfortunately, she is soooo RIGHT...yes people, time to accept the harsh reality n move on with our boring lives.

After movie, we went to Arthouse Timbre for drinks...at 12am....n I was really DYING already I swear....n i could sense tht them bitches were also DYING...DONT LIE!!!HAHA.....no live band, dirty seats with puke, eerie toilet....not exactly the nicest Timbre now aint it?

Reached home around 2plus...still feeling rather energetic after showering....n died til 9am the next day.....

N for the first time, I managed to "Catch" Bixs coming back from work....at 10am!!!HAHAHA....loves it....thank god her working shift ended this week...back to normal human working hours....we bitched a lil bit before she died n I went to collect my WORK PERMIT....gotta love having Work Permit yesss FML...when the whole world is holding the more atas Employment Pass, I have WP....no wonder the Doc treated me like that!!!But that is not a reason to treat ANY HUMAN like that okay regardless of your status.....bloody doctor.

OK nothing to say already....bai

Contrary to Popular Belief

Sorry but Im not the biggest bitch...in fact, Im no where near being a bitch coz the REAL deal has finally moved into the house...JasmineGohBixian.....loves it

"Babe, i cleaned the toilet n throw everything in the pail n put post it note for ppl to claim"....OMG HAHAHA

"Eh, walaooo just ON the aircon la everyone on u never on then u still pay the share.."...LOVES IT

Hmm actually I concluded that Im really the NICEST bitchy person on earth...i dont know how that worked but..yea its true.

Im really too humji n nice to do anything so its really good to stay with people like me...i swearr this aint bragging....i have no opinion of my own, I keep mum whenever Im not happy/satisfied with things, Im very cautious in everything i do just so ppl wont get offended, Im just a NICE person laaa...u know u have to agree on that!I shall leave this "role" for BIX hahaha

Anyway...WELCOME TO THE CRIB BIXS!!!really good to have u here wootsssss

Chill

Woots its a Saturday....u have no idea how precious weekends are to the working ppl...haha

Slept all the way til noon today to replenish all that is lost during the weekdays...woke up with my whole body aching, gotta love the aftermath of gym....So far I've already went twice (free pass), looks like I will sign up for it afterall....coz i think its really a good way to make use of my free time after work...yes, working ppl really have no life so might as well be fit n HOT...that shall be the consolation.

Yesterday was my syiok-est day at work coz i was following this other manager around n she is chaoo ji funny n nice n she keeps feeding me 24/7...the fierce manager was on maternity leave n the whole team was so...ahemmm...relieved...hahaha...the new manager even let me off at 5pm coz she heard me on the phone with CC telling him that i can only meet at 7...then she was like "Aiyah no nid so late la wanna go off early then go"...so by 5 she just Shoo-ed be off....gotta love that.

So i went to gym to work my ass off n we saw JoannePeh...ok la she's very fit, but we got FeliciaChin in NUS n KR pls...haha no link.

After gym Im suppose to meet up with the B block girls at Hol V but its at ten so i got lotsa time to spare...CC accompanied me to Hol V n we ate at the coffee shop n drank beer like uncles...drinkin in coffeeshop is the new in thing now...save lotsa money too ok!n lotsa HOT angmohs to look at as well....bonus bonus gao gaoooo...but only in Hol V that is...

Then the girls finally arrived one by one, n its almost 11 already...we just decided to chill at Walas....n then went back for supper at the same coffeeshop I was eating earlier on....ZDY!!!but its syiok n cheap so no complains....that place serves the best prata that i have eaten so far...n all their food are actually not bad wan, not those cheat angmoh kind..HAHA

Came back at 1 plus n for the first time i just died without showering coz I was so tired n a lil tipsy...OH BOY~..but i did showered in the gym already so I am not tht disgusting okayyyy...

OK gotta bounce~

GOSHHHH

Finally i got to experience the REAL working life this week...tho I started two weeks ago, this third week is really the ultimate REALITY for me....coz I have nothing to look forward to after working hours (i.e. dance).....its just me n my crib...dwellin' in my own misery n sleeping at 10 plus...

This is prolly the worst Monday Ive had (ok its only the third monday, no wait...its actually my FIRST monday come to think of it i oni started on Tues n last mon was hol HAHA)..ok no wonder its so bad coz its my virgin working monday oh yuan lai....

Firstly, the HR person came n told me in my face that My pants n shoes were inappropriate for work PADAHAL the whole world was dressing ten million times worse than me ok....I can easily walk out n seal a million dollar deal while those aunties can easily seal a one dollar deal haggling for bak chor mee at the hawker....GOSHHHH seriouslyyy....zdy question my dressing sense when i learned everything from Gisele......n how dare she told me that the shoes need to have straps at the ankle level when SHE HERSELF WAS WEARING A NON-STRAP PUMPS...zd want me to tell her "Nehhhh u also wearing non-strap wat"...GOSHHHHHH i swear these ppl deserve to be burned!!! (in the words of CT)HAHA couldnt agree more.

And I do have my own reason for wearing non-straps ok...its coz my legs are literally TORN left right up down....i swear im going to show her my flesh if she picked on me again tmrw....well, u all have seen me in my working attire, n U TELL ME ITS NOT FORMAL???its formal to the max already in fact its soooo formal i sometimes feel ashamed walking out in public....GOSHHHHHH

Anywayyyy....yea, bitchin bout work, cant really help it right?LOL....oh n tmrw I might be leaving my beautiful, atas site....so sad pls...i actually enjoyed being there coz the ppl are nice n the environment is also nice minus the super irritatin rich asses but im immune to that so I dont really care bout them....even the head of security told me tht he will miss me when Im gone plsss...in a fatherly way OKAY what were u thinking!!!!!N the ppl there are so funny n they are eating ALL THE TIME loves it plssss....free food I like!

Oh wellssss...lets hope for a better tmrw.gnight~

So angry so angry omg

Today I went for another round of medical checkup to apply for my employment pass...n it was such a scary near death experience i've ever had while doing the blood test...i swearrrrr i aint exaggerating....

Well what happened was this, the doctor who was attending to me is obviously VERY VERY OLD as he had to use his old man glasses to read n write on my record card.....so I thought, ok he is obviously too blind to do the blood test n usually blood tests are done by nurses...n no, he just suddenly took out the gigantic syringe n rubbed my arms (very rough) with the anticeptic/alcohol n started flicking his fingers real hard to pop my veins...I SWEAR from that moment onwards i know he is just gonna ram the needle into my arms n I would be sent to the ER to amputate my arms next...

OK so i just kept praying tht the process would end quickly in fact, i was so nice n coorperative I didnt even voice my disatisfaction towards his very rude n rough treatment, i kept queit the whole time n was very poilte towards him...yes, he was RUDE also he didnt even look up and acknowledge me when I walked in n said "Hi, good afternoon"!!!Then he finally "found" my veins after tapping on them several times (my arm is already red by then even before the needle went in) n i just looked away hoping tht the process would end in 5secs, just like all my previous blood tests were...fast with minimal pain.

As i looked away, he poked the syringe in n then pulled it out again...poked again..pull out again..poke n poke n poke other places a million times...I SWEAR TO GOD at this rate I am so angry n hurt i burst into tears n SCREAMED....i have never done tht in my life because its so embarrassing...but I am so scared tht he would kill me i think i had to make some noise for the nurses to come in n check on me.....n one of them actually did came in n asked "Doc, if u cannot do it u can ask the nurses"....WTF!!!!!n he obviously ignored the nurses...

then he pulled out the needle n told me "Cannot find la..".....FUCK WHAT DO U MEAN CANNOT FIND AFTER STABBING ME SEVERAL TIMES...GAN PUA JIBAI FUCK!!!!i really wanted to say tht to him i swear.

Then i said, "Then how?"...n he said "Here la" (points to my hands, the area just below the knuckles where all the veins are)....n I was like "Are u sure...i have never seen ppl draw blood from here, its so fragile with bones"...n he looked at me like , why are u questioning me, i am a doctor...FUCK

The he just rammed the second needle in n i screamed n tears started streaming out i almost passed out.....i think fifty percent was pain n fifty percent was just ANGER....at times like this, I really wish I am a psycho so tht i can STAB him to death with tht syringe....even better if i got AIDS...stab him my needle.

Then after taking FOREVER to draw the damn blood, without any sympathy towards me ( I swear he treated me like a trash, maybe coz he did this med checkup on alot of foreign workers n I am just one of those foreign workers) he finally pulled out the damn needle n slapped the fucking handiplaster onto my hands like nothing happened....

After that i just furiously stormed out of the centre with face all red n drenched in tears...I really wanted to call my mum but I didnt want her to worry so I was just crying n crying while walking pass everyone in the shopping centre....n i decided to call CC, coz i just had to talk to somebody n he is like a father to me haha...n then i called CT also coz she is in this field....

POINT MEDICAL CENTRE AT JURONG POINT.....ok not all the ppl there are like tht, the previous female doctor i went to was very polite n nice, n the nurses are also very nice n helpful....but that OLD BLIND MAN just ruined everything for them...I will call them up n ask for his name....n then try to see what action can be taken....

FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKK