No matter what..regrets are inevitable...no matter how we always overuse the phrase "live your life without any regrets", our lives are nothing but regrets.
I dont live my life for anyone...I am a true functionalist...I believe that we are born to serve and then off we go....and the life cycle continues.
Friday, 11 January 2008
Wednesday, 9 January 2008
oh man
I want to give it all up..and live my life collecting dust.
My whole body is screwed...internally and externally..a sprained thigh, neck n back...bruises all over my legs...n Im losing my appetite as well.
I want to lock myself up not talking to anyone..not attending trainings...not going dance pracs...not eating...not facing the world.
I am really tired, I cant take it anymore.
I dont think Im going to live until 40...18 more yrs of misery.
My whole body is screwed...internally and externally..a sprained thigh, neck n back...bruises all over my legs...n Im losing my appetite as well.
I want to lock myself up not talking to anyone..not attending trainings...not going dance pracs...not eating...not facing the world.
I am really tired, I cant take it anymore.
I dont think Im going to live until 40...18 more yrs of misery.
Tuesday, 8 January 2008
Laundry incident
I really should be more optimistic about life and be thankful for everything instead of whinning and bitterly complaining all the time...Life may not be perfect(wait..its never perfect la deng)...but then again...little things may just offset all the negativities in life...waraooo...damn cheem right?
The whole reason i blogged about this post is very simple only...so simple that u may sweat n vomit blood to death...its concerning my Laundry...bwahaha
I sincerely thank the kind soul(whoever you are) who bothers to take out my laundry from the washing machine n then shove em' into the dryer for me...i woke up from my nap n went down to check on them...n voila!!!crisp baked fresh clothes already all dried n ready to go!!!wooohooo...life is great!
This again proved that Im not some spoilt n whinny bitch who is materialistic n unappreciative towards people as simple things like this can actually "touched" me deeply...so deep that i can feel it until my faaaiiii (lungs)..hoho deng...
This "laundry incident" happened to me twice before already...Tho I always wonder who is this kind soul(I think its Steph)....n wish that I could thank him/her for his/her kindness....
Hoohoohoo..made such a biggie outta this....i know!such a drama queen!...
but then again...I am contradicting myself by beginning to wonder what if this "kind" soul is some sorta sicko/pervert who did this just to u know.......(got some nice underwear in it u know!teehehe)....well...i guess we'll never know!
The whole reason i blogged about this post is very simple only...so simple that u may sweat n vomit blood to death...its concerning my Laundry...bwahaha
I sincerely thank the kind soul(whoever you are) who bothers to take out my laundry from the washing machine n then shove em' into the dryer for me...i woke up from my nap n went down to check on them...n voila!!!crisp baked fresh clothes already all dried n ready to go!!!wooohooo...life is great!
This again proved that Im not some spoilt n whinny bitch who is materialistic n unappreciative towards people as simple things like this can actually "touched" me deeply...so deep that i can feel it until my faaaiiii (lungs)..hoho deng...
This "laundry incident" happened to me twice before already...Tho I always wonder who is this kind soul(I think its Steph)....n wish that I could thank him/her for his/her kindness....
Hoohoohoo..made such a biggie outta this....i know!such a drama queen!...
but then again...I am contradicting myself by beginning to wonder what if this "kind" soul is some sorta sicko/pervert who did this just to u know.......(got some nice underwear in it u know!teehehe)....well...i guess we'll never know!
Monday, 7 January 2008
Gosh
Oh man..please someone teach me how to be sleazy...urgh..frustrated!dancing sleazy n acting sexy??oh man!!!!this nightmare has came to haunt me again!
I made Yushan vomit blood few times coz i couldnt stop "suanning" her about her being in the swim team...
"yea..so what if i dance?so what if i run alot?so what if i play soccer?..still cant beat swimmers laaaa..."
"oh, then come n join swimming also la"
"no la...cant la...must have sexy body oni can fit into swimsuit wan"
"i dont want to talk to u already!nite!"
n Eunice scared the crap outta me by saying that my skin is prone to skin cancer if exposed too much under the sun!deng...there goes my great ambition of getting a tan!
n now my sunblock lotion is running out real fast!coz i cant stop applying them during training intervals after what she had told me!she said my merah-merah skin although is very nice n beautiful(altho she didnt really said the exact thing..but i think she meant that indirectly..teeheehee) n wont get tanned easily, but it is also very very prone to skin cancer coz it doesnt has enuf dunno-what-cells to protect the skin.
I need to go BRJ n taste their wonderful Nasi Lemak, Rendang, Roti Canai, Roti Tissue, Teh Tarik, n everything!!!I miss mamak....its the most wonderful creation for mankind..ever!
I made Yushan vomit blood few times coz i couldnt stop "suanning" her about her being in the swim team...
"yea..so what if i dance?so what if i run alot?so what if i play soccer?..still cant beat swimmers laaaa..."
"oh, then come n join swimming also la"
"no la...cant la...must have sexy body oni can fit into swimsuit wan"
"i dont want to talk to u already!nite!"
n Eunice scared the crap outta me by saying that my skin is prone to skin cancer if exposed too much under the sun!deng...there goes my great ambition of getting a tan!
n now my sunblock lotion is running out real fast!coz i cant stop applying them during training intervals after what she had told me!she said my merah-merah skin although is very nice n beautiful(altho she didnt really said the exact thing..but i think she meant that indirectly..teeheehee) n wont get tanned easily, but it is also very very prone to skin cancer coz it doesnt has enuf dunno-what-cells to protect the skin.
I need to go BRJ n taste their wonderful Nasi Lemak, Rendang, Roti Canai, Roti Tissue, Teh Tarik, n everything!!!I miss mamak....its the most wonderful creation for mankind..ever!
Thursday, 3 January 2008
bLAH
wahlao since Im back, there's really no excitement or whatsoever in my life anymore...haiiihhh..
Im even losing my appetite for all the youtubes, crunchyrolls, etc...gosh...its all about trainings n dancing...boring giler...when i got back I'll be too tired to watch shows anymore.
I am getting darker n darker by day...which is a good thing for me...since I memang very extra wan...people wan to be fair i chose to be dark instead...damn fun...i can choose..coz u noe why??
becoz my skin will turn fair or red easily...so...i have no problem being sun burnt...n i like the burning sensation..wohooohooo...abit painful here n there...so syiok man...jangan jealous ye?
Sadly for me..i cant be too dark as my skin is not meant to get darker...no matter how hard i tried...it'll just turned red...n made me a look like a lobster...or it'll peel badly...n i will be back to my original skin..or I'll have massive breakouts...damn
Must also lose the bulge...n i want abs!!!too hard to accomplish laaaa...haih...played so much sports...run so much...still got bulge...deng...mati akal
Im even losing my appetite for all the youtubes, crunchyrolls, etc...gosh...its all about trainings n dancing...boring giler...when i got back I'll be too tired to watch shows anymore.
I am getting darker n darker by day...which is a good thing for me...since I memang very extra wan...people wan to be fair i chose to be dark instead...damn fun...i can choose..coz u noe why??
becoz my skin will turn fair or red easily...so...i have no problem being sun burnt...n i like the burning sensation..wohooohooo...abit painful here n there...so syiok man...jangan jealous ye?
Sadly for me..i cant be too dark as my skin is not meant to get darker...no matter how hard i tried...it'll just turned red...n made me a look like a lobster...or it'll peel badly...n i will be back to my original skin..or I'll have massive breakouts...damn
Must also lose the bulge...n i want abs!!!too hard to accomplish laaaa...haih...played so much sports...run so much...still got bulge...deng...mati akal
New Year 2008
New Yr is seriously no big deal la...who the hell looks forward to being one year older right?..yea yea..so when we were younger we all tend to want to look forward to being one yr "wiser"..but heck with the wiser crap already....we should all stop ageing!!!!good god!
N so the mentality "matures" with age....where we no longer feel like going to countdowns, hanging out in public n crowded places waiting to be molested, hitting the clubs n get squeezed n packed like sardins while being suffocated to death in the midst of smelly people n smokes.
I in fact, didnt even feel like going out at all...I know I know...damn old already right?haiseh man.but seriously...i really dont mind sleeping at home during the 31st.
But we went out anyway...went to some gay hilltop place overlooking the whole KL...ok la..quite gay la..but not bad...it was crowded everywhere...so we ended up at Cowboys near my place ordering food at 12 midnight...n right after the countdown they blasted CNY songs...like wtf???
yupe..so thats how we spent our New Yr...
Next day...went out with Karloon n Rambut Tebal...went n bermaksiat just the three of us..the rest ffk....watched some lame ass Thai horror....we were kutuking n laughing our ass off throughout the movie..i think people are abit potong-ed n pissed by us...lol..who cares...i can do anything in KL..its my territory..wahahaha
Then we of course...did the most unpredictable thing...we cam-whored!!!like..omg!!cant belif i made those two cam-whored!Karloon didnt even know what the hell is cam-whore!!!wahhahaa..but i think from now on...he will be the next cam-gigolo!yea..thank me later dude!
We whored around Pavillion...with their canggih cybershots n olympus or whatever shit..
we were too shy to ask people to help us take a family potrait...or rather..we dont trust people with the cameras....dude,its KL leh...hahaha..
"Pick some fat uncle la..so that when he runs we still can catch him"..too bad cant find fat uncles.
n so...we decided to do it the cam-whore way...minus the peace signs of course...peace signs are like how gay plzzz..wahaha
Then we went n eat dessert at some HK restaurant...where rambut tebal did his sickening antiques as usual...he pronounced Yam as "yum" which means pervert-ish in cantonese...then there are few Yam dessert...Yam Tong Sui..Yam Ice Cream Balls...etc...he freaked the waitress out when he pronounced it as "Yum" Bo bo....HAHAHA...laughed so hard can die....then after that..our food damn lambat...all becoz of him la!!tht sicko!!!...Im sure tht waitress girl purposely hold back our food...damn!
I cannot wait to see them again...spending time with friends are so fun...it made me a happier person when im back in KL....now...Im depressed again...but oh well..life goes on.
N so the mentality "matures" with age....where we no longer feel like going to countdowns, hanging out in public n crowded places waiting to be molested, hitting the clubs n get squeezed n packed like sardins while being suffocated to death in the midst of smelly people n smokes.
I in fact, didnt even feel like going out at all...I know I know...damn old already right?haiseh man.but seriously...i really dont mind sleeping at home during the 31st.
But we went out anyway...went to some gay hilltop place overlooking the whole KL...ok la..quite gay la..but not bad...it was crowded everywhere...so we ended up at Cowboys near my place ordering food at 12 midnight...n right after the countdown they blasted CNY songs...like wtf???
yupe..so thats how we spent our New Yr...
Next day...went out with Karloon n Rambut Tebal...went n bermaksiat just the three of us..the rest ffk....watched some lame ass Thai horror....we were kutuking n laughing our ass off throughout the movie..i think people are abit potong-ed n pissed by us...lol..who cares...i can do anything in KL..its my territory..wahahaha
Then we of course...did the most unpredictable thing...we cam-whored!!!like..omg!!cant belif i made those two cam-whored!Karloon didnt even know what the hell is cam-whore!!!wahhahaa..but i think from now on...he will be the next cam-gigolo!yea..thank me later dude!
We whored around Pavillion...with their canggih cybershots n olympus or whatever shit..
we were too shy to ask people to help us take a family potrait...or rather..we dont trust people with the cameras....dude,its KL leh...hahaha..
"Pick some fat uncle la..so that when he runs we still can catch him"..too bad cant find fat uncles.
n so...we decided to do it the cam-whore way...minus the peace signs of course...peace signs are like how gay plzzz..wahaha
Then we went n eat dessert at some HK restaurant...where rambut tebal did his sickening antiques as usual...he pronounced Yam as "yum" which means pervert-ish in cantonese...then there are few Yam dessert...Yam Tong Sui..Yam Ice Cream Balls...etc...he freaked the waitress out when he pronounced it as "Yum" Bo bo....HAHAHA...laughed so hard can die....then after that..our food damn lambat...all becoz of him la!!tht sicko!!!...Im sure tht waitress girl purposely hold back our food...damn!
I cannot wait to see them again...spending time with friends are so fun...it made me a happier person when im back in KL....now...Im depressed again...but oh well..life goes on.
Xmas post
I disappeared for almost two weeks...damn syiok..spent xmas n new yr back at kl...KL rawks...Pavillion rawks....Sunway rawks...everything rawks...all the upcoming malls are so super canggih n bombastic...beat kiasuland hands down...muahaha
Once i got back...i fell in love with Pavillion...the mall of opportunities...where everything is so bloody gigantic...with brands that are sooo atas to not so atas brands...which they called..high street brands...like Topshop,MNG,Forever 21(yay!),etc...n tht bloody J.co Donuts of course...i saw the queue finally!!i was ecstatic!!wanted to take those loser faces queueing up...but then..haih...duwan la...kesian them also..queue so susah payah...wahahaha
n the best thing is...KL hasnt lose its "touch" yet..even though with "atas" malls booming all around....but once u walked out of those "Atas" places away from their grand "atas" entrance....boom!chaos immediately surfaced!!!...outside u will find unorganised traffics, reckless motorists, so brave-can-die pedestrians doing their all time favorite Jay-walk, n roads that are so badly built that god knows where they lead us to....i know!damn cool right???..waaaahh i miss KL already!!!!
Spent my Xmas with those crazy gay people....went Sherene's place n eat all her hotel food!wa damn sedap weiiii....n then of course...we wont call it a day without the notorious game n drinking session right?...n so...all the crazy stuff begins...when there is booze...there is bound to be the truth or dare session!..haiya standard la right...
n so everyone was high n started kissing each other...n of course..Im the one who ended up kena kissed..or have to kiss people the most...coz da Euc is kononnyer feeling guilty or whatever shit like tht coz she's attached n so she cant kiss guys....n then Kelly..who is still a total virgin in kissing....n so she doesnt want to de-virginise it....n there are not enuf girls except me n sherene...n so,yea...both of us ended up the victim of course.
Nevertheless, Xmas is well spent...
Once i got back...i fell in love with Pavillion...the mall of opportunities...where everything is so bloody gigantic...with brands that are sooo atas to not so atas brands...which they called..high street brands...like Topshop,MNG,Forever 21(yay!),etc...n tht bloody J.co Donuts of course...i saw the queue finally!!i was ecstatic!!wanted to take those loser faces queueing up...but then..haih...duwan la...kesian them also..queue so susah payah...wahahaha
n the best thing is...KL hasnt lose its "touch" yet..even though with "atas" malls booming all around....but once u walked out of those "Atas" places away from their grand "atas" entrance....boom!chaos immediately surfaced!!!...outside u will find unorganised traffics, reckless motorists, so brave-can-die pedestrians doing their all time favorite Jay-walk, n roads that are so badly built that god knows where they lead us to....i know!damn cool right???..waaaahh i miss KL already!!!!
Spent my Xmas with those crazy gay people....went Sherene's place n eat all her hotel food!wa damn sedap weiiii....n then of course...we wont call it a day without the notorious game n drinking session right?...n so...all the crazy stuff begins...when there is booze...there is bound to be the truth or dare session!..haiya standard la right...
n so everyone was high n started kissing each other...n of course..Im the one who ended up kena kissed..or have to kiss people the most...coz da Euc is kononnyer feeling guilty or whatever shit like tht coz she's attached n so she cant kiss guys....n then Kelly..who is still a total virgin in kissing....n so she doesnt want to de-virginise it....n there are not enuf girls except me n sherene...n so,yea...both of us ended up the victim of course.
Nevertheless, Xmas is well spent...
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