Treat everyday as your last

When I go home this time around, I will make good use of the time.

Spend time with my family and friends.

Because You never know when you will get another chance like this. Life is too fragile.

Lighter

OK i had my crazy days, my days are STILL as crazy but maybe I'm getting immune.

I still loathe my working environment but at least now I'm kept busy so I have less time to ponder and be depressed. At least I got 30percent of shit thrown off my shoulders, the shifting and the GTS presentation to the HODs. 2 down, the rest to go.

And I am seriously missing home. 5 months. new track record.

Thanks

N so i pondered for the longest time...tick tick tick time is running out before u leave....i knew tht YOU are the one that I can finally go to...thanks alot...it means the world to me.

Going insane

To keep my sanity, I distract myself by exercising...run....walk....breathe..watever...always have difficulties falling asleep....breathing...heart racing...what is this?anxiety attack?

Its tough to compare my problem with ppl whom r dealing with much more..war, disaster, hunger, death....but then again, Im just a girl...i cant deal with this alone.

I thought things are much better...but unfortunately its getting tougher n tougher for me...I dont wanna suck it up, I dont want to be strong...can i just take a fall?

Home seems so far away

People kept asking, why don't I have the time to go home n see my family, its been a while...in fact, its been very long.

My work cant possibly be that busy right...yes, right.its not the work.I do have tones of leaves to spare...im serious.

Its especially depressing when u know how much your family misses you n want you to go home so bad....but i just cant.

the real reason being, I simply do not have the GUTS to go home...im embarrassed.

I hereby wish my mother a very HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY...forgive me for being such a useless daughter.

Damn Its TRUE

There's always three sides of the story, YOUR side, MY side and the cold hard TRUTH.

Back from a therapeutic holiday

Just got back from Tioman...this time it is really a MUCH NEEDED BREAK...from all the insanity that Im faced with...so not funny anymore.