Saturday, 21 May 2011

Going insane

To keep my sanity, I distract myself by exercising...run....walk....breathe..watever...always have difficulties falling asleep....breathing...heart racing...what is this?anxiety attack?

Its tough to compare my problem with ppl whom r dealing with much more..war, disaster, hunger, death....but then again, Im just a girl...i cant deal with this alone.

I thought things are much better...but unfortunately its getting tougher n tougher for me...I dont wanna suck it up, I dont want to be strong...can i just take a fall?