Wishes

I wish for...a better life.

I wish for...a better job.

I wish for...a better pay.

I wish for....a better future.

Of course we can make all these wishes....whether they actually came true, thts another story all together.

As of right now, I wish to be a "bigger" person....to not give up easily n persevere...to not whine about others but focus on my own improvement....to suck it up n pick myself up whenever I took a hard hit....to remind myself that I am always the BETTER person and soon enough, all my wishes will be granted upon.

Peace~

as if im not already being underpaid

I have to suffer a PAYCUT....

God I really do love my life right now...its really getting "better" n "better" each day.

Thank god guns are illegal...either I shoot my boss or I shoot myself.

I know im gettin' boring

Yea this blog used to be filled with haps pics and funny quotes...unfortunately this is the life of an adult....really no time...or simply too tired.

So, what they do?they rant about WORK on blogs...oh boy boring n old n stale n fol indeed.

Work has been pickin' up for me, Im starting to learn a few stuff here n there n no longer doing brainless shit like folding letters n inserting them into envelopes...YES I KNOW RIGHT SJB TTM got paper cut summore pls!!

Now that another senior has returned from maternity leave, things are lookin quite promising to me coz she is the only one tht bothers to teach me n explain things to me from start til end...I will thus seize this opportunity and learn from her as much as I can because opportunities like these only comes once in a blue moon.

Work load is also piling up, Im actually rushing a proposal at home now oh boy...but I got bored so I distract myself with blogging...HAHA the irony, when Im damn free I totally dont blog but when Im not, I do....oh well humans, what can i say...FJ TTM...go figure.

Oh yea, n Im also getting fat even tho I go to the gym like crazy I dont know why...N DONT TELL ME ALL THIS BULLSHIT ABOUT MUSCLE MASS coz who are we kidding here we all know tht that is the biggest bullshit in the world!!Alright resolution is to not succumb to the fat working world and be hot and healthy n successful at work...ALRIGHTTTT I CAN DO IT~

2011

Yes its 2011 but sadly I feel nothing....

But I did had an awesome celebration with my "Family" here in spore...for the first time Im celebrating NY in Spore...cuz Im now a working adult and no longer have the time to go home..sad but true.

Talk about resolutions....I have a very simple one, I am not asking much....I just want to be happy thats all.

I locked my blog for a while because I had this crazy thought....but i snapped right back into reality and decided that its stupid...but then again stupid doesnt mean unreal.

FUCKMYLIFETOTHEMAXISWEARTHISISNOTFUNNYANYMORE

Work is damn fucked up....it has not been a smooth one since the beginning...

I made the choice to do something that I wanted....but...something has to be screwed up...WHY

I sacrificed so much for this new choice of mine...SO MUCH....I am willing to give up my personal life, i even quit dance...for this...but now it seemed like the SUCKIEST choice that I ever fucked myself with....WHY

Look, all Im askin for is a good and stable working environment....thats all...I am really not asking for more.PLS GOD HELP ME.

When people say they cry over work, I truly believe them now...

Everybody's a User

Yea I admit...I am...but Im also glad that I managed to knock some senses into myself n not go there...Thank god for my strong moral values.

Remember, temptations are aplenty, u just gotta know your limit~