Perseverance

Sometimes life here in Spore is so stressful that it made people want to give up....from my own perspective...been there done tht...it is truly a challenge indeed...

Nay told me that she is very stressed out over her submissions...apparently SUBMISSION is all u hear in Uni....every single day a typical uni student's conversation will go ..."Hows life?"..."sigh...dying la...alot of submissions laaaa..siansssss"...

With her being in Architecture....it made matters worst...life isnt easy at all in Archi...they had sleepless nites...always staying overnite in studio rushing their work like crazy....

According to Nay,alot of her peers already gave up by switching courses..or went to other institutions...she is in her second year now....n she said that she wanted to give up since first year but she gave herself another chance .....n now..she feels like giving up again....

I really feel bad for her....making such decission is no joke...studying here is no joke...

Ive always complained about my own course...but compared to hers...its really nothing...Ive learnt to adapt n am getting quite used to the whole stressful environment...especially when all ur peers are doing so much better...its really demoralising sometimes...but then again...life isnt all about doing well in studies....as long as we tried...that is all that matters...

I hope Nay could just follow her own heart n make a wise decission....i wish you all the best luiyan!

Chicken Biskit!!!

Today I overindulged myself with food....been starving for too long i guess...I ate Malay food...follow by Roti Canai (or Prata)..followed by Tao Huey (Beancurd)....followed by chicken biscuit....

I met with Nayling luiyan after class today n we had dinner together...too bad its near exam period and I cant go anywhere further than..Techo Edge...well...do not be fooled by the "Canggih" name ladies n gentlemen....its just the name of Engine canteen thts all...bwahahaha...

I don't know why i had this urge to just eat non-stop..maybe its the excitement of not seeing Nay for quite some time...or maybe i just got money from mum n I no longer have to starve...hey Im serious leh...i was so broke until my account is left with only 15bucks....cant even withdraw laaaa...kesian betul I ni kan....ish ish ish....

After one beancurd i wanted to tahpao another one...thank god they sold out....at least I dont feel so guilty....n luckly we managed to control ourselves n not proceed to McD.....gosh!

But we went to Forum n bought junk food instead....there's this cute-weird-funky biscuit...its called the Chicken Biskit by Kraft..Nay intro me...."Eh this is damn nice leh buy buy"...."What?Chicken Biscuit???deng....wth...taste like how wan???nice meh?"....."Tasted like chicken la deng....chicken biscuit wat!!!"..."deng....thanks alot aaahh!"...*vomit blood*

Wah it was really quite nice..n daaannng!! it really tasted like chicken....bwahahaha....i lurrvveee chicken....ima carnivor...i cant live without chicken..chickens my fave meat!!!!!!

Lol..never cease to crack me up..."In A Biskit Alive With Flavour!"...funky shit!!!then they even have this gambar ayam (chicken picture)...tht poor lil chicky looks sooo terrified..its going to be eaten alive!!!bwahahahaha...wicked!!!the person who came out with this recipe is truly a genius...i salute him!

VJC friendly

Had a Friendly soccer game today..against VJC...n we totally kena OWNED!!!yes larrr....never been so happy when my butt got whacked so hard in a soccer game before...erm..no pun intended okay...i ain't doin' no SnM here....what i meant was...it was a totally deserving win for them...n Im happy n HONOURED tht we even got to play agaisnt them...n learn from our mistakes....

Those JC girls...they are like..how young....we were malu la of course..but then again...there's really nothing to be malu about la...look at how they train...n how we train...very different la the standard....n I like to act cool n macho by always emphasizing on playing a "beautiful game"....n a beautiful game they played indeed...*respect respect*

N those lil' kids are a humble lot....when they said friendly..they meant friendly....no violence...no bitch fight...no cursing....it was peaceful all the way...sometimes i pity them la...their coach treats them like men....scold scold scold...like no maruah diri la...ish....if our coach were to be like tht....u think got anyone wanna join soccer????..we are just too pampered la i tell u....u compare us n them..one shot u know we are the lembik ones...kena mud sikit scream like auntie who lost her chicken!
aiya no point torturing yourselves wan....yes they are good...but...are they really really good?...u cant make money for this la unless ur on the EPL level....im not trying to be a sour lose here la...coz i already am one..hah!

thts y i told shinfei...yes they are good...but its like...they are there..yet not there. u know what i mean?...aiya be more practical better la...uni degree first...lol...

Tech class

I had to make an important decission today...it made me felt uneasy the whole day...its between attending a lecture or dance hiphop tech class....the lecture is important because it is the final lecture and the lecturer is doing a course review...so its sort of like..."tips" for finals la....

But in the end...i chose dance instead...n i think its worth it...i had alot of fun doing it...and it was definitely something very refreshing to me....this alumni Bob came back to teach...he was superb...we did "lyrical hiphop"...n danced to the song "because of you" by Neyo...fantastic!

Even though i missed the important lecture, i have no regrets or whatsoever...whats done is done....if my grades were to deteriorate because of this...so be it...but i think it wont affect much la...hopefully....i just dont care what people thinks....i love dance.

I know dance is not what Im pursuing here...its a Uni degree..n i do acknowledge that studies are very important..therefore Im going to try my very best for my exams....to compensate for this.

Been feeling very stressed out lately...dont know why....maybe its the heaps of projects...maybe its the hall activities..maybe its the lack of running...maybe its friendship...maybe its complicated relationships...or maybe Im just sick of this place....

Sara is dead

Noooooaaaaahhhh..they killed off Sara Trancedi!!!!!how can how can????
apakah maknanyerrrr......Michael will be so sad n lonely....OMG.....maybe they'll try to make him Gay in prison....by killing off his GF...urrrgggghhhh...stupid!

Mum got freaked out when she saw my "kena belasah" pictures....was msn-ing her asking for money....lol...should have told her..i kena belasah because i owe people money....n see how she reacted...
The other day i was chatting with Gary n he really thought that i kena belasah...i even scripted out a damn convincing story....like how me n my friends were walking n then we kena robbed by these few people....then we tried to struggle n fight them off....thts y my face like lebam lebam...lol....he totally believed me!!!Funny like shit...

Ok its Deepavali today n i shall not be evil...Im going off now bye!

Grrrrrr

Siannnnnn...Sian jit puah!!!post up this pic to spice this post up...even though its damn irrelevant...but i think i looked so-scary-that-i-made-The Exorcist-looked-like-Sesame Street....*click on the pic to see the upclose version if u dont believe me*

I think im kinda possessed that nite...dont know why...somehow..had this kinda weird "Im not there" feelin..like...i cant explain la...errrr..give me the chills.....

naaahh..just kiddin'...Gotcha!!!sorry lor if im tryin' to be faarrrny...NOT...wahahhaa..SS ok whatever...
Dismas-the-"kiong si" pontianak looked equally freaky with only "three fingers"...the others are just...cheerful n happy?..erm...Peter tryin to be a hunchback by shoving a damn toy ball onto his back...n how is hunchback haloween??discrimination discrimination.....!!!not tht i care in the first place la...Nat is the Ghost bride..Chye n Mala is cowboy n cowgirl...Corrien...maybe she is their cowchild??lol...Deo is the pumpkin n Pek is the witch...thts all the dancers from my block...quite the sikit leh...tapi tak apa...yang penting ada quality bukan quantity...chehwahhh..

Can't wait for tmrw's test to be ovvvaaah....

So many things going on...preparing for test..preparing for presentation...shit...totally never practice for it..screw it la...RE student suppose to be spontaneous wan ..what prepare prepare???hahaha....hmmm..gotta think of something nice to wear..at least score on "appearance" if my presentation flopped....damn superficial...ish

I've got nothing but complains...arggghh...the fact that i didnt get to run makes me even more lethargic....n i havent got my menses for almost three months....arrrrgghhh...whyyyyy god whhhyyyy..kenapa orang baik ditimpa malapetaka why????pls let me have my menses ASAP so that i dont look bloated n fat...plssssssssssssssss

And Im also freakin' BROKE....what have i done wrong la seriously....urgh...guess its just not the "right" month for me....or "months" for that matter....according to astrology...no money..no menses...argrggaagagagaga...ultimate level of "peeeekkkk cheeekkk-ness"

Been so hooked to Facebook....particularly the Doddles application....so cute can die!...n also partly because tht Im damn creative also....can come out with names to give my friends..uncreative people surely wont find it fun wan....haih..what to do?they ain't like me what...siaaannnn

Facebook is crazy

this is really overrated..in fact,lotsa people have said it already....FACEBOOK IS SOOOO ADDICTIVE...i just cant resist to say it again....it is seriously contagious...bloody idiot who came out with this damn thing....this damn thing who totally kicked Friendster's ass..even though the whole idea came from friendster....gotta give Facebook some props man...making profits out of the monopoly....n totally kicking "his" butt in that!....

I dont really know whats the big fuss about facebook...but it is just so god damn fun....just dont know why...why oh why....ok,its like...going clubbing..or drinking....it is not fun..yet fun...u know what im saying??hmmm...well some may say that clubbing is damn fun...but not for me lerrr..i prefer...serenity...countryside....beaches...what??its true okay!!!

Anyway, my whole point is still...facebook sucks...yet it rocks...get it??
I cant help refreshing the home page every 5 minutes....while studying...wtf right....read one page...refresh...read one page....write nonsense on ppl's wall...read one page....superpoke....read one page....send fab bag....read one page....tag photos...read one page.....reply my fun wall....
in the end...one chapter adi...not bad wat...at least it motivates me to hurry hurry read finish one page....so tht i can superpoke or whatever....shit....totally retarded...